down down mood~

today morning my mood still ok de~早上去做工，去到哪里yumi n sophia edi there~我排第三！第三个做顾客咯~

12点多，lee sum-打电话叫我下carpark拿东西~之后，告诉我明天起过saujana impian-tesco后面~顿时眼红红，快压抑不住了~i don wan go there,i afraid about that~but what can i said?my mum only sent me here,she said she will fetch me go there n drop me down metro point when finish work~but pls la,don throw me go there~~ i went there to help for two times,is was so scary~too many customer,im so tirred about that~but no choice!who ask u edi sign will follow there rules papaer,last pages edi clearly told u about that!haiz......nth to say~

在我打卡片号码时，眼泪好像要涌出来~此时，我终于明白当时fanchette知道要调取tmn bukit angsana时的心情~ 心情超烂的~really feel down down de!

by the ways,i still have to go!没办法！同事问lee sum，可以不要irene去吗？结果时，那里不够人~让他过去不是可以更快上手，将不是更好吗？其实他说得好听~不够人就不够人拉~没办法~

怎么办？好像这时候有人来安慰哦~谁人可以陪陪我，很想发泄！
啊啊啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

亲手做蛋糕~

今天，一早醒了~准备去琪家~sms她说待会会过去，怎只“代沟"~我以为她的so early 是太早~怎只是太迟~ 第一次代沟！太blur了~

正因为so earl y~我和爸爸去吃早餐~去tmnet~之后，tumpang爸爸的车去leisure mall~ 之后搭u47去琪家~顺利搭到车后，sms琪~ sent wrong,sent 到给阿康-原本在跟他信息~fish dao~i tak perasan wrong,un til he sms me tell me "u sent wrong msg right?"...really blur~之后，琪打来了~我告诉她我上着山了~她哦！下车后打不到给她，原来他电话silennce~fate la,from guard house walk in to her house~REALLY is walk under the sun ar~ (billy,tat time really walking de ar,no lie oo^^)

走着走着，看到kee n yuan n bobo~wawa...他们来迎接我哦…………哈哈~到琪家，上她房间吹冷气~看她boomz....... i long time no boomz jor~wawa...she geng,edi lvl 14^^

boomz 完后，下楼~他上车拿recipe~aiyo,没有牛奶~还有一个不懂什么~结果最后，出去买…………回来后，开工…………
制作过程....................................................................................separate 3 time,brownies n chocolate n white chocolate~

6.15pm..作完，吃~take out our"dark n white cake"from freezer n eat^^is toooo SWEET~

做错事了！

错了就是错了，打破了就是破了，染脏了就是脏了， 抹了还是会有， 收拾了并不代表没发生过，伤了就是伤了，不可能一瞬间痊愈...手痛还不如心痛，老犯错让我觉得好愧疚，连累大家我很抱歉~你们的包容让我好无地自容哦~不过有感动，谢谢！发生了就是发生了，我能怎么补救？时刻警惕，提醒自己不要犯错；却无法十全十美，人始终会犯错，错后会改过，只希望一切不会太迟~

今天，我做错事了~我放工前打破了一只满的黑色指甲油~对不起，真得很愧疚~很不安！！！同事们不但没有责备我，反而大家七手八脚的帮我抹~我又不争气，被刺伤手了！！！很笨啊我~怎么搞得？一点小事都做不好？抹到迟了~对不起，还大家吃放工~大家还担心我，一直在安慰我··

当时，我真得很怕自己会哭出来~还好我忍得住，一上车泪一直在飘·！！！ 我真的觉得自己很没用~小小事都做不好，老犯错！！！真的忍不住问自己，我到底适合吗？
这行会使我的终身事业吗？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？不晓得！

原本，已经觉得今天气氛怪怪的~sophia-同时没来，我有点无言的感觉~之后，心情稍微好一点，直到丽珊叫我做cellactive-machine~我才开心点！至少可以学新东西！我真得很感谢丽珊...
星期六，saujana impian de herbaline不够人，她带我过去~叫我那里的运作~我还洗了几个顾客呢~有机会当练习也好，洗顾客也好~真得很不错啊-那感觉！
昨天，他也特地载我过去，因为有3个顾客在等~奇怪的是她不载我同事只载我过去~也好，至少我过去有学到一家新的仪器~哈哈

现在的我，不知怎么说~心好乱。对不起！很抱歉~明天sophia要帮我收拾烂摊子~haiz.........................im sry^~^

tis week^^

星期一和星期二时我心情还不错，那天见到‘他时还真的吓倒~同事还拿muffin,请他吃-说我做的？太夸张了吧？

星期三
特别兴奋~任你打我，骂我，踩我都不还手~人家心情好，到几次垃圾都可以~（离谱到跟同事抢垃圾去倒~平时，你去啦！！哈哈）
心情好是因为一早就有好消息~
1-知道婉琪会来找我洗脸，开心！我好久没见她了~
2-知道星期五可能会再metropoint看到billy^^
最近的我可以在生活中发现，人活着...小事也可以让我兴奋一天~因为平时很少欢乐啊！！
结果，知道琪来了后还偷跑去右边厕所为的是先看下她~哈哈。。无聊！
不过刚好那天没人~最后，洗了琪，其姐姐，和源~我只洗琪，coz we r by turn~
虽然只有一小时，但我很开心~谢谢你，好感动哦…………真得开心到不用睡了~

星期四
6点起身，去be models~ish....tired!!!!
9.30 exam,me n yumi 9.25 run to there~almost late~lucky we make up edi~only dint put nail colour~
the examiner said only 6 n 7 do pedicure~what de????我真得很....早知道我不会派到，那我就不卸指甲油了~7月6号才做的指甲彩绘~TT太浪费了~心痛~
之后，waxing~有够痛得！yong yi差点超时~
1.15 准时完成~2点左右，我去pudu阳光海岸吃~带我同事-yumi去吃~回忆过去…………哈
3点多，去剪头发~等keekee来，我们去raymond的店剪头发~我做treatment~
ish..........malang -nya !!!!!!倒霉的事不多说了~谢谢琪陪我走~

星期五
今天，我特地迟到~我去银行补发atm card!!!预料会迟到~1030才到~很诚实！！偶尔一次还好拉~ 由于昨天才做treatment,今天不舍得绑头发~去到才绑~给同事看我treatment后的效果~好像没什么分别~haiz~
结果，今天原本还以为可以看到billy的~可是今天生意很好，我接电话接到傻了~ y?is too much appointment~5.00pm got 3customer?3.30 got two walk in~my turn?indian guys?haiz...no choice,if not sure i can go bowling see billy~aiyo,then 5pm aso my turn~coz 3 person~one of my colleague off friday de!tat y since i work i never off on friday~friday is her days~
阿!!!!!!!!!!
at last aso i dint have fate to meet him today~
my last customer,20years old~do facial plus shoulder +HES~
i make a mistakes again~normally SS is use AA but i take the VV to put so.....................................................................................................................................
coz three of them,i finish work by 8~my brother 8oclock tuition~my mum n brother wait me at metro point car park there~ishhhhh......i finish serve the customer out,i tell my boss rushing n go back ..not walk as usual,is run~lucky i dinthave know ppl at there~dunno them ma not fish lo~lolzzzz...
from 1st floor run to old town then go to behind~tired......get scold!!! 预了的~
haiz....sad

sick le~

上星期五凌晨3点多左右， 我同事的朋友‘终于’信息我了~上星期三他来洗脸时是我们第一次见面~b4 tat,he edi got my handphone number...he saw my colleague phone n saw we take together de photo then tell my colleague he wan to know me..ok lo,he get my handphone number n i get his number though my colleague...but i never msg him n he aso dint msg me..
其实，我看了他照片后知道我们是不同世界的人~只是同事一直说到他很好，没办法咯~心想就当作认识多一个朋友咯~星期三那天，他来洗脸~给我同事洗~他手的纹身，哇！被吓倒，when serve tea time~
之后....懒惰打了~有兴趣知道详情，请浏览我的pixnet blog~haha~thx oo^^

today,when i work i sick le~suddenly leh...cant do anything,but i don wan go back~if go back just cut down my salary de wor~so buy panadol eat lo,until ok a bit~my colleague aso quite good today~give me sat on the chair~just my boss de daughter say me always dint take care lo~

5.30pm,i ok a bit~i do the last appoitment customer~finally i got one today^^haha

终于下顾客了~

星期一，
丽珊off-去cosmobeaute fair..
没什么顾客，普通的过了一天~

星期二，
sophia- 同事生日，我和yumi休息~
去cosmobeauty fair-pwtc^^
早上出门，晚上回家~
去到pwtc，先走the mall,吃午餐~
mcd超多人的！没办法~去吃pizza hut…………
自拍的季节？没有啦，是yumi-同事在拍~哈哈
当我们进到pwtc时已经2.30叻~
首先，填表格~给公司名片，上2楼等~要排队的哦？
超级多人，这个展好严肃哦~不是专业人士好像进不去？有个aunty进不到~
听说midvalley coming soon-会开放给各阶乘人士？不了解~
我们这趟克说帮其他同事买东西~
sophia 的化妆箱~ 指甲油~据杂志说，这个指甲油茶了会裂-成豹文~
最后，我们看到capsule collagen~我和yumi好像发现了宝物似的~因为capsule collagen不只可以把黑头粉吃拔除还可以firm~我们打给同事问要不要-结果200粒除4…………美容师有特价-rm140+纸rm 10~
总算有收获~haha

星期三，
昨夜太累了，睡迟了~险迟到~nonono...是真的迟到~1030am才到~
交了化妆箱给sophia~换衣，打扫~闲聊~
sophia说要颁奖给我们- 奖就是帮她们洗脸~洗后，我可以下手？
yes~finally!!
丽珊来到，问她们我洗到怎样~他们说了不好的地方~我知道了~谢谢！
好开心哦~可以下手了~
may说要介绍朋友给我~她的朋友 来洗脸，哇！我吓倒了，when serve tea~他手的纹身，跟照片不同~不过，最后还是没有认识到~

星期四，
早上还在打扫时 就有顾客来买产品了~ 结果下午当然很多顾客咯~有个赶时间的顾客，轮不到我~新人比较慢~虽然说可以论了，但还是要看顾客下手~
下午，印度顾客come with卡打山人~新的~还不论到我！哈哈
我洗大条的，yumi洗另一个~ when massage she said,ur hand is small but quite strong oo^^
when heard actually quite happy,when i was happy i will massage more extra steps~wakaka..
按摩完后，等洗mask~
when finish everythings...customer can changed cloth le^^she suddenly ask : ur name is?
aiyo,i 4got to introduce myself~izit too scare?in my heart i think like that~
then i told her,my name is irene~
when she finish dress up,i serve her to go in front mirror...she tell me : next time i will request for u~i answer:thank you~
之后，犹如傻婆的走进去收拾房间~虽然知道它可能是哄我开心~不过，还是很兴奋~哈哈啊哈

星期五，
听同事们聊天，他们一直叫我去联络那个男的~swt~
放工前，还是又接到一个顾客~哈哈
她说我手很滑，很舒服~震得很开心~小小事情能让我开心~原来开心不是那么容易就得到~哈哈...要遇到伯乐，我才有快乐~虽然我还没开始抽拥，还没满3个月试用期~但我很满足~谢谢，大家…………
dt album,so exited tim^^
when only i can meet my gang???TT
sudden feel sad~女人就是那么情绪化~

近况。。。

最近精神状况不太好耶......老是分心做错事，就拿前天来讲；顾客做136bio mask,我打单时就打136-double mask...ishh...same price but difference things-inside double mask include ampules...没办法咯，挨骂！！

昨天，supervise 没来~顾客多到。。。星期日嘛-早上11点已经有顾客了~下午由walkin的，15岁男生-form2罢了。他妈妈带她进来问，我们的manager刚到~我想到随便啦，应该是问而已-我来serve~haha...还不给我逮到机会，介绍了treatment后，他问有位子吗？可以现在做吗？我问了manager,因为12.00有appointment了~可是她说可以，我洗？那位小弟弟似乎不想洗，妈妈逼的~哈

Clean 后，指压，掺死皮...挤黑头粉刺暗苍...可是，他怕痛-我还是会怕啦，最后等丽珊接手...thx god!之后，key record...
丽珊挤好后，我继续作指压，mask...

1点，4个新来的顾客~1st trial-死都要做RM38..我们轮流做，cleansing,steam...massage~4个，3个都是我按摩~可以说按倒出神入化了~哈哈...

之后，忙到4.30才吃早午餐~第一次那么忙~swt!
吃饱，又有两个~陆续还有顾客，7.35++才放工！haiz.... tired!

霉运还未过，今天依然犯错~还因为我，整间美容院充满火药味~ 对不起嘛，我真得不能出夜街啊，虽然是庆生~很抱歉，害到大家出不成~最近，不晓得家宅出了什么问题~整家人没一个好？不是病就是心情不好？甚至被组客欠下三个月租金搬走了~我的妈呀，钱难赚啊！！！爸爸又....

算了，唯有过了明天才算~原本星期四休息的，老板 的女儿说明天休~可以去美容展？一个人？ｓｗｔ！跟ｙｕｍｉ　ｏｆｆ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ？我们一起去？我好累噢～没办法，还是要去～　

what the................

2day morning jus like usual woke up..prepared...drive to my working place......on the way i suddenly moody!!!
i dunno y i could not concentration,but i still drive til metro point~我竟然"发懒扎" ... 不想下车，妈妈傻眼看着我~我不知道啊，就是控制不到自己~

走到上去，换衣打扫~没讲话，静静做事~泡茶？太多茶叶~随便拉~haiz!!!
之后，和同事有说话啦~吃东西时~之后，静！最近很少顾客~闲！可是我整身酸痛？为何？不知道~昨晚睡不好吧？也许拉~

真得很情绪化了~下午开始看什么都不顺眼~傍晚， 有个顾客进来 讲很多东西~又投诉？swt!很不爽他哦~ 不关我是为何将激动？傻么！

放工，等妈妈来载~不耐烦！回家路上，后面车打高灯我在车里一直骂他~回到家，想到要出去教补习，冲凉时哭叻~不知为什么今天情绪化~

教补习时，下车~我的马呀，戈到脚~差点流血！脱皮了~上去教课，没有耐心~有点不耐烦~教不会？无奈~sien!!

回到家，真的不懂该如何发泄~上网了又怎样？haiz.......

hi~

last week lee sum(branch manager) off one week,plus june only got 30days so last week we must work~today,finally our branch manager come back and work...

Morning,i as usual wake up go work...but yesterday i wear high heels walk to pasar n had breakfast with my colleague,walk too far with high heels..my foot was hurt...2day woke up edi become serious...no choice~must walk aso,2day no off day~when i reach i think still early la,coz 1000am...normally i need to wait them come only i can go in~coz i could not tag the fingerprint..haiz...yumi offday today~
when i reach i walk into metro point,reach my working place..there was opened~ 2day,i no need wait..my colleague edi there when i reach^^is lucky day~

when i change my uniform,i prepared everything..
monday~is lot of work need to do...swap the floor,mop,tables,chairs,counter,in side change all the towels n cloths.....................................
when my colleagues mop she ask me n another to buy food..when we back,she almost done the job..really thx a lot^^

12oclock got customer,eat 1st...finish my breakfast+lunch,prepare the room...wait the customer come^^after customer come,our branch manager aso here edi...

i think is so long never meet her,plus i dunno can say what so i look at her n said...........hi~
y i will say hi?i aso dunno...then one of my colleague looking at me n ask...u say hi??if u say good morning ar,good afternoon still ok,but y u will say hi??
swt...i aso dunno y..haha~

then she test me...i ask her ok?she tell me what is my mistake n what steps improve jor...actually work is more stress that exam,coz we taking they salary...they teach n trains us til ok only can serve customer...every time she test me like exam oo~haha
but i aso do full sets la..just the remove blackheads n whiteheads must work hard lo...stil cant do it~

after i put mask for her,i go out n see the time...i saw last time customer was at outside...i still remember her maybe coz her face problem la...1-7-10 only met her,2day she comes n buy products...is mean that day she use our product-ampules got result^^after say hi,she goes down to eat...

after a while,she comes back and bring 3 pieces of secret recipe cakes...she said treat us eat coz help her to solve her problems..altot her face not yet recover..thx a lot^^we just do our job,when i receive feel pai seh leh..i dint do any things.....................

after a moment,got two customer-walk in~new customer,then i do my job....prepare room ar,key record......

ToDaY,just pass like that...nth special....suddenly think back last time when cleans a malay customer she ask me 'apa ini', I say"cleanser-milky",2nd time she ask me"nama apa?" then i tot she ask me"what is that",so i answer"SCRUB"....after i said scrub,i smile n said 'i ingat kak tanya yang saya guna ini ialah apa,rupa rupa kak tanya nama saya'...haha...
actually quite funny that name...sot jor^^'sha xiao'-ing......haha~