wat the person did it on me,i will give back !!!

我受不了了~哪有这样的人啊~

之前明明说载我去做工载我回的~今天他老妈竟然要我自己回~再metro point of coz 没问题啦~可是这间分行是死角~没车站~我要搭 车回都不可以~！！我受不了了！！！要我自己回？？

很过分！！！我真的不想在这里做了？可是....

從來沒見過醬贱的人~先斩后奏？？相信这个世界上除了他们应该找不到其它酱不守信用不觉得羞耻不会不安的人！！！如果你们可以这样做，我为什么不可以~我可不是好欺负的！！！这笔账你等着瞧吧~

nth special~just nonsense

finally, 我終于成功推產品了~149 letox(今天)，188 collagen(昨天)...只要有機會，我一定會成功一定會爭取，我不會輸的~也許這就是有進步才有想發展的空間吧？ lolz...

雖然他們還沒有comfirm我，可是我還是進了我的本分~做工就做工，打掃就打掃~你要我推產品我就推~買到就好咯~

明天....染還是卷？？
不知道~haiz...頭痛~適時后病了~zzz

悶

很苦啊~怎麽辦？有時候自己都不知自己想怎樣哦~就突然哭了~

在那裏做工沒有想象中容易~ 人與人之間有刺的~大家都不爽！可是沒有辦法~TT
wan i drive myself go???maybe u wait my resign letter more fast?
say only la~i aso dunno what ii want!!!
i tired about tis,dun simply show face n let me see~i just ..................

算了，沒心情~煩！

我的天空我的梦如此难以实现~面对的是一堆满满的挫折！

今天原本我要过saujana的~因为madam前天跟我说明天开始我要过那里做工，因为不够人做工~我当时一听，立刻变脸~脸黑黑！没办法~还是要过去！我签了agreement,他要我去哪里都必须过去~之前我不用过去因为我借口说没有交通，她现在竟然说要老板女儿在billion载我！天啊！没得拒绝~怎么办？

星期六晚我已经沉淀了一晚，尽力去平复自己的情绪~大骂特骂？哭过后还是要面对阿~想到要过去那里~想到即将一个人面对老板，老板的女儿他们~我真得很怕~最怕的是要打扫~那里使shoplot~不容易打扫得，天天洗尘我会发疯的~那里的洗尘不简单~洗完后满身湿透，怎样做工？加上有冷气都满身汗~我真系接受晤到咯~可是没办法！1-交离职信？2-接受命运的安排，好好学习~因为还有一些仪器我还不会~ 当作学东西咯~好！想到没得好想了~接受~忍！

星期日
一早又惹我了~老板的女儿问我明天一早要在哪里载我？billion bus stop or jambo bus stop?天啊~我上个星期没休息星期一还要做工？我告诉她我要休息~他原本要我星期二的~我不爽~闷闷得在那里做我的东西~yumi know wat happened~tat y we dint talk at there~之后，我进厨房，她近来问我什么事~我说没得休息~不爽~我不是机器人何况星期一这里的打扫工作肯定比metropoint来得多~我想到就怕~而且原本我已经和同事约好星期一去弄头发~幸好，metro point老板的女儿给我休息~
我越想越不舍得~metro point 的同事对我真得很好~li sum-metro point branch manage knew i dint off last week let me off~平时也对我很好，yumi-since domeilee i knew her,she is my 1st kajang area fren n nice person~i believe her n always chat with her~share my secret with her~i will work there aso coz her~she introduce i work there de~sophia-my supervise ~we like frens,got any problem ar,i do mistake ar....she will help me to settle~i got question ask her aso she will solve my working problem~when i still new,she teach me everythings~let me practice~when got improve she will praise me~really my good colleague~when we off together she will go gai gai with me~last time she drive n fetch me out~she like a big sister n a good listener lo~may-she normally dint show anythings..but very funny,u can have lot of fun with her~越说越不舍得~last time when i sick not feeling well she will take care me when i “pecah” the nail enamel tat day she willing to help me clean ~tat day finish clean only go home,yumi n may really good~i go saujana soon,my heart not so happy~may n yumi will msg me n console me ~work only,any place aso can~i learn lot of things at metro point la~when new not close with them,now going to saujana branch...same!!!no more ppl can help me~我真的要冲头开始过， 孤单一个人习惯，适应，接受一切的打扫工作~TT

所以，今天的休假我们没有去弄头发~我和sophia一起休息，所以一起去走走~这是最后一次了吧？以后感情还会酱好吗？我不觉得咯~逼近不同地方嘛~haiz...
那里工作不容易，其实我很怕自己一个人，真得很怕~ 之前搬来这里后，我很久没和朋友见面阿~偶尔下去才见到大家，我慢慢发觉自己越来越怕这种生活~我真的不可以一个人，以前和大家常常出街，信息~现在，电话偶尔会响-祝福信息~很谢谢大家还记得我还会发信息给我~正如同事所说，你那般朋友那里找~她们觉得我很幸福，有朋友疼~其实大家也岑经年轻也了解我面对的问题，尤其是sophia-他也是从 kl搬上来，她中一后搬上来的~

其实我也没有烦什么啊，只是怕不习惯那里~人事问题而以拉~天天要老板女儿去billion载我，到底谁大哦？lolz...迟早被必要自己驾车过去的~没办法啊！！！how?what can i do~
在我最烦时，刚刚on9 facebook看到大家的留言~很谢谢大家的支持咯~做工一定有挫折的，面对咯~唯有进我所能，学大嫂，从打扫开始~到时天天好睡啊~因为太累咯~lolz

今天早上去metro point 看看他们~之后跟sophia去走走~ts,swang,petaling streets~原本要去弄temporary curl de,hair attitude there~but hor,make leng leng aso not use la~one day leng only,2moro???最后决定走街，伤心啊~当作去散散心咯，走走买东西发泄~天啊！rm150就这样没了~女人还真可怕~买了一件连身裙，试穿后不错买了~之后试了很多对高跟鞋？太高的不平衡，低的不爽~最后没买到~帮may买一件衣~蛮性感的~哈~我们的眼光？may 最后看到衣服都很开心还说一件罢了？早知买多几件，买东西是最开心的~尤其卖给别人~帮他们选！！哈
之后，想去茨长街逛~sophia说买面包鸡~只知道是“半记”可是不知哪里？找咯~有的是时间~哈！可惜最后找不到~失望的走各大圈打算回去~有人追上来，他问我你是不是紫凌？样子很熟眼！我反正找不到面包鸡的半记就反问他你知道半记在哪里吗？他很认真地想后答我不知道~我说我是紫凌你是wai oon?他说是~then走了~lolz...无聊啊？特地从后面追上来就是要问我是不是~lolz...

既然找不到就回去了~u40!遇到上次那个司机，唯一的华人司机~lolz..还认得我？问我穿浆美去那里~其实说到今天的打扮？哈哈哈~缘分！！我穿蓝色，sophia蓝色~我穿靴，她也穿靴~靴的爱好者！！真的难得的同类~哈

回去后，去买私人物品~哈阿哈~之后会metro point 见她们最后一面~免得我想她们~给他们看我买的东西~原来上次yumi也买这样的款式〉〉缘分？？？
这后他们说我买的连身裙很美，要我穿给她们看~反正我预算要再sophia结婚穿的晚装~虽然它不是晚装可是配靴看起来青春？不错来~他们都说美啊~其实不是美-算成熟吧？我喜欢（这一刻啦）~滑滑的布穿 到很舒服的~哈~

之后，聊一下~妈来了，再见~就这样~一天咯~哈
明天要孤军作战了，haiz...唯有不去想它，一天过一天咯~这就是社会，不习惯也得习惯~

really.........

以前的我总是是无忧无虑的~现在的我？？自己有眼看咯，3天不到摆丑脸~回家心情不好，moody~超级情绪化的~又是开心就会傻笑？唱歌？很少咯~

now what can i say is i need to become independent~i should thx to them!let me mature n become materialistic~i hate myself,i regret about it~now they really wan me go to another branch,when work edi sign agreement,if there sent me go any branch i must,i have to go??

izit tis is the world!how i wan to alive?
i dunno~ i need time~really!
let me think properly about that~
go saujana can earn money?
do lot of work?alone???
maybe hard that metro point?is true~
haiz..fan ar!!

anyway,thx may kit n wan ling last time come my house n find me chat~really long time no see n chat jor~tat y we can chat until 3.35am only they go back~what we talking about last night??haha...i aso dunno~
topic is about face?product..........
wan ling work at the body shop,product a bit similar type???ok la~
kit so sweet with her bf^^nice new~
tat all~but how about me?just normal life~
i hope my life will be simple n happy~i dun wan ar..think too much for what???make myself unhappy?$#%&*& ^$%#%&&&^###$$$$%$*^&$&2

nth de,2moro work at saujana only ma ?~!

is is ok?


i can did it?


aaaaaaaaaaaar...........................................

请容许我大骂特骂~不爽到暴~

原来一个人的心情转变不需要原因，很简单的一句话，一秒变脸~lolz..我可不好欺负的，看我要不要“吊”你罢了！！！

那天17号已经满三个月了的，自己什么时候进工自己最清楚 ~ 我5月17号进工的！他妈的，yumi他一满3个月立刻confirm~我叻？你以为我好欺负?sorry lo!我不是没有着这份工活不下去~我要找工？到处都请我咯~上次还白白后悔，miss le domeilee那份！ 我敢干明天丢信的哦！别小看我~大不了休息一阵子！

越想越气啊~ 恨不得......%$#$@#%^&^*#@#^**&%#＃$%^&shit la~

他跟我说什么啊？3个月了，要看表现怎样在看有没有的抽.....倪大可以不要给我抽阿~还说要我过saujanaimpian de herbaline~你要是够人就不用派我过去咯~m i right?not enough ppl then bring me go there help la~没心情了~what the.........

yer....电话一响，hallo!美洁？要来找我？我没心情耶~等她到了看怎样咯~u come wit wan ling?TT
很想发泄，心情超差的~TT~烦哪！明天还要9.30出去。。。过saujana impian~做啊4？洗尘~

what can i say right now is i really feel sad,moody...i need somebody help~in my heart work is not number one,f&f only important for me~suddenly i miss u all so much,colleague only can help me when i did somethings wrong when work,when i dunno~sometimes even i sad i dunno how to open my mouth n tell~yes,yumi knew what im thinking but somethings really can tell~ dunno how to explain~i hate myself~last time i should not work there, izit choose wrong ways edi?is too late to say tat,maybe try to find anothr place?but.........i think almost the same~salon work maybe all like tat...all boss aso same de~like horse!!u know y?listen one fm-lolz

haiz....骂出来还是这样没什么帮助！！！moody jiu shi moody~没有人救到我~

ishh...

What wrong with me??oh my god,last sat got customer complain me;tis week same things happened again...

2day morning i late one min!!ishhh....1min ar,is not worth if deduct my salary coz of tis one min!!!last time i late 5min,still ok la~tis time only 1min...aiya!!!no excuse~!tis edi dunno how many time i late jor,last week i late 2min if n o mistake~always late recently,i not yet pass three month ar~ 形象破滅！扣錢才不划算阿~haiz

11am-got one appointment!long time never come jor de,i think she receive our promotion msg ba~ but when she arrive she do birthday month 30% discount~1st ppl reach here is yumi,2nd is sophia~im the last ppl so not so fast ba?relax!!haha

when they serve the customer,got one regular customer come in n ask for may~may 2day off!!then she ask for li shan~li shan at saujana,then she ask us one by one question!how long u working here?i look at them,then i answer the customer i work half month~what kind of respond that she show,my frens aso answer her that we in tog ether~~no choice!watever la,we new ma~ u wan choose ppl wash then man man la...next time u wan me wash i aso wont wash for u!tis is my style~^^then we say sophia is most experience here, so she let sophia wash~nnow is sophia turn ma~

12++,li shan reach here~then 2++ i tot wan to wash face with her~let her try my hand!but suddenly got appointment~2.20,regular customer lai de,my turn!wash~then still ok la,coz when she make appointment she say wan may wash de,but may not here~so many customer wan her wash,she should not off today ar!!

then i wash but can say pass la for me,i used so many effort to wash but................................................................................................................................................

dunno next time got chance to wash her or not leh?
haiz...i will try my best to improve de~actually i prefer to wash malay customer,more topic when talk with them~dunno y~人緣不好？TT
haiz~

then non stop got customer~i do two customer today~2nd customer is last time li shan de customer lai de~more stress!lucky she dint say much only ask me y last time de beautician got do neck for me y u dint do? oh no,my colleague heard what she say~then li shan ask me~TT
actually i got do just i softy touch only~they will hard n press!different ppl different a bit~

sry lo·@@·when massage i hard n press!don say i dint did it for u~ahaha~then at last 6.10finish for her coz she need to fetch her daughter!

最近，我老是脾氣暴躁！不知到底怎麽了~ 自從上星期五，六，日她們叫我過saujana impian后，握脾氣都不是很好~3秒落淚？i still cant la,yumi really can~wat i can do is scold ppl without them disturb me~有理沒理，是人就會有機會被我罵~lolz...最好那兩天不要惹我~哈

話説回來~幸好那兩天又yumi陪我過去，不然我肯定很難耐？ 回想起來，星期五做兩個，星期六做了4個呱？ 不記得了，失去記憶了~那天很忙，回家躺在沙發不能動~12點信息may 生日祝福后就大睡特睡，什麽事情發生都不知道了~哈

特別好睡?maybe!8++am,麗薇 信息我9.35來載我過saujana,sms yumi wake up then i continue sleep ~9am only wake up,shower,go out~mum fetch me to bus stop wait her^^她載了yumi才到，因爲10.30saujana 有很多appointment了~所以他怕做不及，就載我們過去~我去到哪裏10點！ 打掃~出完汗了，不用下首座顧客已經很累了，哪裏是shoplot~天啊！很大閒，太多東西做了~累！start blur~only 10.20 i feel that i do a lot work edi,a while i edi feel i wan dead jor?is hard work~TT

之後，開始做顧客~沒有停過~聼清楚，使顧客多到~沒有停的洗，麗薇來接我手濟暗蒼；我出去帶下一位顧客進去洗~之後重復步驟洗了幾個~算算下有4/5個~可惜還沒開始抽~不然賺死我了~lolz~之後3點多，madam叫我們去吃~可是外面還有人~天啊！忍咯~做到差不多了~麗薇一接我擠，馬上進廚房吃幾口飯~總算有吃到~之後，next turn is sunita(indian de saujana staff)~可是她還沒吃，madam叫我幫他cleansing這先~ok ar,i can practice more^^haha~i willing to cleansing only don like massage only~coz really too tired if evert customer aso do like that~plus saujana customer all same size~太大條了，擡不起咯~既怕我手指斷了~ TT
total up i do jor six or seven customer per days without do full set la~some only cleansing and some only massage or put mask la~
tired day~想起都怕~

那你知道爲什麽我星期一那麽興奮拉~我星期一吃了三餐叻~在做工時間，第一餐-我打包的齋飯~第二餐-kfc,第三餐-burger~wawawa...傻了哦？不是因爲餓而吃，是因爲開心…………sophia off day,but she got come back a while~happy when saw her,差一點跑去抱她？哈哈~可能拉~之後和yumi 唱歌~神木與童的 寬恕~你的眼淚讓我無助..........................唱了一天，sien了~lolz...無聊~一人有做到一個顧客~不錯啦…………哈阿哈

MY OFFDAY~

2day morning i sleep til 11oclock~my colleague sms me n ask me out then i said ok~12oclock she come my house n fetch me go the mines^^haha ~enjoying!!

suddenly,"he"sms me~then i said i at mines,he ask me wan go find u or not,i say u like ar~i with my colleagues shopping~i plan to buy dinner skirt de but at least aso dint buy anything~isshh~
we plan wan to go balakong jusco,then ok lo~meet him at balakong jusco~my colleague drive to there~we shopping 1st,then go atm check weather got salary or not~but boss not yet bank in~is ok!we go shoopping n look my another colleague birthday present~at last aso dint bought anythings~then go jusco buy yogurt~lolz...at least must buy somethings~

then go down n meet him for a while~swt,代沟~楼上和楼下~一个在楼上门口等，我和同事在楼下~swt!fate la~then call him n ask lo~finally met a while...then i go buy my colleagues things...之后，就回了~原本想去做工那里的~最后去不成~因为不够人做工~怕怕~就这样回家了~

wan ling called me n say wan find me......
To be cont

气氛怪怪的~

今天yumi offday~我和往常一样去做工~打扫~今天要做比较多东西-星期一嘛！

打扫到一半，已有顾客~洗脸，我clean着先，sophia 1st~cox we by turn,she reach 1st@@
then when stem,i called her~我继续打扫......之后，原本打算去买午餐的！有顾客~做了才去打包咯！跟顾客俄聊天，还蛮好聊得~可是我今天第一次作眼睛所以好慢哦~12.40才放lightening mask~she 1oclock need go fetch her son~haiz...眼睛做久了，按摩太久了~哈~not bad ma,at least no more black eye ring~lolz...做工时总觉得怪怪的，好像随时会被骂~TT~always wan ppl scold meg??TT..i don wan~感觉其中个同事不爽我做的事~多心？？不知道~

之后，陆续有人~好累哦~我打包kfc,顺便帮同事打包~haha..3店有顾客，5点也有顾客~之后又walkin de malay customer!1st trial de,我做…………最后做到7.45~厉害，顾客蛮多的~我总共做了3个…………哈哈~

回家，累！看到信息~阿康信息我！蛮久没和他聊了~感觉不错，至少有人问候下我~哈
他要做工了，真勤劳！做两分工~now only i knew,he need pay house loan,car loan.............满本事的~

现在没事做~就无聊打部落~哈~明天休息~不知可以做什么~

Ｈｅｒｂａｌｉｎｅ－ｓａｕｊａｎａ ｉｍｐｉａｎ，Ｇｒｅｅｎ ｂｏＸ－ｓｅｒｅｍｂａｎ ２︿︿

昨天被调去saujana impian de herbaline,丽珊载我过去的~10.45am从metro point载我去saujana impian de herbaline~因为之前去过，那里的环境已经差不多了解了~可是星期五晚上还是很担心，毕竟自己一个人过去那里一天~怕怕！而且晚上还难得约了同事去芙蓉唱歌~奇迹性的出夜街？？？也许我告诉家人有人载啦，加上是应酬~和同事间联络感情啊…………哈啊哈哈~

去到saujana impian de herbaline,心里很紧张~幸好早上还没什么顾客，可以再度了解周围的环境~之后，还上楼看spa room,massage room~11.45am,有顾客了~开始我一天的工作~下手做啊？第一位顾客是马来人，之后华人，再接马来人，之后又有一个新的顾客......shit!!!new customer only ma,no need to show face like that lo~ask me work how long edi,i think she always let ppl do facial tat y she will feel my hand not enough smooth la~dunno how to say!!!hate her~最后，我直接出去叫印度婆接~ u don like i service then she serve u la~she is an experience beautician,last time she work at India salon 7years!!she work at our saujana herbaline almost one years~actually only boss,me n her work at saujana on tis Saturday~if don wan me ma her wash lo,altot she dint say anythings but i dunno will complain or not la~coz i non stop do customer no chance to go in front n serve~

做工的事就不说了。。。 6.55分接近放工，madam 说在我回去metropoint 拿东西，顺便在我回~我眼睛顿时大了，载我回家? really o??结果我告诉她，晚上yumi-one of my colleague会来我家~她和我一起回~结果，madam 说一起啦~还叫丽珊告诉metropoint的她们说check stock edi can go back^^真的难得~也许是saujana sales太多了，生意好吧~说真的，真的很多人~忙不停的！哈阿哈~忙有忙得好，时间很快过~如果我有得抽，就赚钱了~madam说叫我过去，给我赚钱！可是从我家去真得很远啦~

话说回来，我们去到metro point,我上去拿包包~之后可以锁门了！哈~早放…………then all go together n meet tonight~sophia tell m e 9oclock will come my house n fetch us(me n yumi)then meet ah may at highway^^is nice plan~1st time i go out at night n 1st time out with metro point beautician(colleagues)~走到半路，大家都太兴奋了~我和sophia先下去,因为yumi n may竟然忘了那电话，电话还在locker!他们倒回去拿，我呢？继续走，下楼~madam和老板在车等我们~paiseh................
我上车等yumi,madam和我聊天咯~她说可以的话要我过saujana做~那里不够人。。原本的两个人突然没做了~我说transpot问题！！蒋咯~他要我考虑！！

回家后，准备~洗澡，换衣，打扮，吃晚餐~之后，sophia call lai!10min~我和yumi put cream,get ready~我则找我的lian boot~哈哈
sophia来了，出门！去芙蓉~我们不会路，再highway meet ah may和她老公~去到哪里，大约10点~等parking位。。 那里很多人，我们book9.30pm green box的，迟了打给他叫他留房~怎知他说10点lastcall没有buffet~算了，主要是提早帮阿may庆祝生日吧~普通的唱歌而已~

我们唱到一点，may 老公和sophia男友有叫一jug酒~我们六个唱到差不多时打破了辣椒酱~swt!!too high~我觉得只有我最冷咯~无言！颈歌舞不适合，抒情？我从来都陪坐的。。只有几首歌配合大家跳上沙发咯~ 哈哈哈
那时突然想起和大家唱歌的情景~阿may的老公唱情歌给她听，真lam~之后，其实有点怪~我和yumi一pair?haha~因为他们都是情侣......之后没有什么特别，就一直陪她们跑厕所了哦（太得空了）~哈阿哈...他们还蛮有趣的！她们唱完歌回家路上，有block ~警察要我们的身份政，抄下了放我们走~无聊~

回到家，做贼心虚~偷偷回房睡觉（已经2点多了）~第一次出到夜街，有兴奋拉~就当作舒缓压力咯~做工压力好大！什么时候我也可以自己驾车出夜街叻？期待可以和大家出的那天！！！

今天做工当然累咯，昨晚迟睡嘛~下午，难逃命运的安排~saujana impian-behind tesco de herbaline not enough beautician,irene n yumi u two follow me,i sent u two go there n help~怎知，丽珊在我们过去后他回来metropoint因为有顾客做新仪器~昨天丢下我一个人再saujana今天则是我和yumi~but due to i get used of it so still ok~lucky got yumi,i dint felt lonely like yesterday~但是，由于彼此表情太“丰富”乐~回来后一直担心cctv有没有拍到~swt!!!做贼心虚？哈~2moro yumi was off,i so scare~i don wan,i hate lonely feel~altot stiill got another two beautician but dunno y i feel sad n scary.......maybe always with yumi ba?习惯了~哈

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