warta roadshow

1st day of warta roadshow~~
early morning,10 need reach warta bangi.
Ah yee要我把钱交给warta office~
然后他去开booth~
我刚刚进到停车场，ah yee就打电话来了～
我告诉他我找着位子停车我们就约在那里外面mamak那里等因为我不知道warta这里的这里的office在那里～
然后我cincai de park好车,过去找他～
最后我那里信封ah yee教我怎么上去~
4th floor terus u akan jumpa office~
at last,ah yee骗我～他搞错了～是3楼啦！
结果吓死我了拉～那恐怖的lift是我的死穴～上次经典开关几乎把我吓的半生不死～
then now again i take lift alone~early morning who wanna to take lift n go upstairs~
then when 4th floor open,i walk out with nth~no light somemore~
ah yee said that go out the lift infront got office edi~i walk n walk~whole floor no ppl~n it was quite dark n quiet~荒废feel~walao...scary~~
almost cry out ~alone~~
is ook!telling myself nth to scare at the moment i really sweat n scary~~
i wan to press lift but the button there was spoit~
can i know how many years tis floor no ppl come!~scary~i cant press down just press up~go upstair then lift go down~got ppl walk in to the lift at 3rd floor~
I ask can i know office is which floor~i nt dare floor by floor go out~he tell me this floor~floor 3~tingkat tiga office sahaja~ok~thx~go downstair n alone the lift go up~
some feeling that cant express out!dunno what to say~
宁静的无法呼吸～
怎知，office de worker like ah yee said 没有礼貌～
fine~dn wan to said it anymore ~just give payment n take invoice~just sign n sign then go downstair~my booth is infront poh kong n giant~G floor~~

ah yee edi set up everythings n ask me how~i done n pass it to him~~start my roadshow~~

Emo start n i start to cooling n protect myself~~then on 3G~~
start work~~walao~~here de ppl i hate so much~all dunno limao de~x hormat langsung~shit~such as monkey~even monkey aso know to say thx or is ok~they just pass by u n ignore~u telling or giving things they act dunno~menyampah betul la~aku just nak bagi leaflet n suruh u ambil pun susah apatah lagi nak beli~
geram betul~

tahan until 8oclock~no sales~TT
bawa telur je~~dunno y mood nt good~sakit hati~i not to said wan ppl respect or what but pls let me speak out or u just stop  me if really dun wan~i hate tis feeling la~
i know here de ppl is like tat but i cant control my feel~i was headache n quite serious right now~
i scare n go to car park~actually i scare to take lift n scare this place car park~dunno y ~nt safety feel at all~just go back n almost accident~~when pass by roundabout!~TT
thinking tat im so tired n blur just now~lucky was nth~thx god~~

很辛苦真的很辛苦～无言形容不出～很累～coffee like useless for me~today gt take a cup of coffee at mamak but still tired~
sleep early~learn to be strong!i can do it~




2nd day~
11am start~
on 3G~early morning go shell to refill petrol~queue~~long queue~ppl like early morning isi petrol~
then go there just park the nearest~n take lift again~alone~~
just be normal ~i know i have to go by it~i just normal n  wait~dn think tat today got sales~
just be normal~~i know~all are saying the same things~i heard~just ignore it~~

y irene from last month no sales ya?
how come no sales?
y metro point til now no sales~?
irene this month nt suit for roadshow right?
u realise or nt that u from last month no sales?
from shah alam pkns til now no sales?
from u start work 18-2-2013 until now eat how many eggs?
u know?
u know how stress if really think like tat?
u kmow i just act nth n smile is how hard tat i need to face it~?
i still under negative ~~walao~~

when i go work i saw tammie last night got five sales~she really top sales~
i now even no mood to fight aso have to serve customer~
i serve almost all customer they just ignore n ignore~sien ~
but gt customer sit down n look like interested~~
at last not to buy voucher~~
if u no feel wan to buy y u give me a hope  n sit down to listen?it was so hurt~~
n dunno y again n again~i serve ppl ,ppl listen n likee ask so many question at last no buying aso~
izit my problem~?no luck?
how hard u do aso u cant get what u wan~~
if i serve those are buyinG~i guess now edi got five or six sales~at last 0~
tammie come i tell her how i serve customer n useless~she ask weather i pray at cny or not~lol~
evening my AGM call tammie n ask~tammie say nt yet ~AGM like saying somethings n tammiesay irene tell wan go pray~ya,in my mind is true~i nvr get lost n nvr roadshow non stop no sales~at least pun satu dua~this time really tak ada~they chat phone so long n i just ignore n do sales!
poh kong tat guy,last year roadshow here first time gt keng gai de just ask me how sales so tell him lo~he say here nt bad de wor~then just smile n do  my job~4plus edi low battery~i play  candy play too much jor~headache~x blh tahan i kalah so much~x blh accept~lol
play too over jor n non stop request heart(life) thx qqherry non stop help me~i think he aso sien n boh song me jor gua~request many times coz no one bottle me today~sblur yu pun x sent to me~lol
really thx to him~~
then 8plus i call mummy tell her i wan to eat roti canai~paksa her accompany me go eat even she got cook porridge at home~i wan to do wat i thinking n give up all the things~lol
任性的自己，惹人厌～我觉得啦～
再大的努力只要没有运气运气不属于你的再怎么奋斗也徒劳无功～绝望是时候了～领悟了什么道理似的，放弃自己的想法～原则呢？伤心过度～去睡觉了～




3rd day~last day~~
this morning i awake with tired body~tired face n headache so much~
just move to shower n breakfast~
last night i say go to bed~at last off phone off wifi pillow talk with mummy~until midnight 1plus i think~i telling i very stress this all tat~she just say relax n in the world a lot of ppl poor tat u ,pity tat u ,no work,no money,sick,cacat etc....but they still trying to alive with they best y dn u relax n enjoy n great with what u get~
i know,i telling mummy i hope to help ppl~i wan to do donation if i got a lot of money~but now i wan a lot n i wish to get better n better but seen like i cant get anythings!~i was so tired~reallly~~talk til where i aso cant remember then i fall in sleep~~

long time no pillow talk~nt even this~i feel long time x keng sam shi with my gang or maybe i less to talk with ikki~less chance less phone call~even yumi come back she know my things n she dunno my stress~somethings feel like keep inside heart~but i have nt much secret~i emo will tell ~~at least got wechat there n cubic so tat i nt yet crazY~if i work here one week maybe i really gila jor~~now i headache  n tomoro need back outlet~~
today no sales~~n tammie so kind put one slim to me~she say better tat today no sales~we fight so san fu edi~lucky got her then i roadshow only got ppl keng gai n nt stress much~we play phone together n i charge twice my phone~~3G really~~yesterday i dn feel wan to charge so ignore it~today i charge~`moood ..............

9pm we zap booth n i keep all banner~close it n put inside bag~actualy wat a guy can do i aso can do~wat a man can carry aso i can do it~just maybe slow a bit ~i nt to say i very strong but i can stay strong~just hope i learn to nvr get hurt ~~actually 知足常乐，这么简单的道理你不懂吗？
今天见到一位残杖人士，坐轮椅的来买东西warta giant~then又遇到手断了的人，真的只剩一个手（右手）来按电话男人来的经过我面前～我知道顿时领悟，昨晚妈妈说的话，我早知道只是会自我生气自我多愁善感自备无奈～或许只是情绪化～

just ignore me~~pls dn read it~i dunno wat i saying ~dunno wat i typing~just~typing wat i think or maybe i nvr think i just type~lol
ignore n ignore~so shy about it~so disappointing n nth edi~just mood gua~i hope this post emotions all gone~after awake maybe i cant reember this post~good night~~ 

maybe is roadshow here i gain somethings n learn to strong~n i success~maybe i scare this place too over n get tis emotions~it will be alright n i dn think it happened~