PKNS roadshow day 2

今天我睡迟了，迟到了半个小时～
我又是morning shift~
i prefer morning ~coz  i edi too tired~~
去到那里，我的booth de banner~facial n bust banner`>?what wrong o?脱皮脱谷了，然后又拦了掉了好像大战之后～
我还要黏回去，无奈～
之后，花了很长时间，挤出微笑～done!!!
全身是汗了啦～
很累下，然后开始营业～
没有人理我！
自己的自尊心作祟~
压力冒出来了～
然后，很烫～
emo~~
cant smile ~wanna to cry~
take my phone as mirror?walao~~
heart die~
instagram~
i wan to remind myself dn try to get tis emotion in future~
u can get sales ur ability~u cant get,u r nt good enough~
nt fate~no luck~nt suit u~
ya,i know i should get used of it~
i edi close myself~i edi telling myself u care u will hurt~
u know u will keras keras wan n u know u r nt able to get ~y u need to force urself too hard~heart die aso u x akan puas hati~this is true~
from the beginning u edi know the result n i know after today everythings will fixed it~
then tomoro just fight for roadshow n next month start~even u nt feel like to fight but u have to stand by for next month~
i kknow i wanna cry wanna to be lazy wanna to relax n enjoy it~of coz somethings i can~
but sometimes.....女人是善变的，矛盾的～even myself aso will confuse dunno what i wan~i feel i lost since i have fight many month~~

Tammie aso tell me,open heart~dn force too much~recently cons really less~~i know~
sometimes i hope our roadshow only at kajang n bangi area~let us fight cons~
coz we really need it~example SACC shah alam,how many cons will visit our outlet?mostly go klang coz near by ma~
but we know that kajang bangi roadshow the result will be zero~
like tat day metro point~near?n i happy?n no sales?
if no sales waste our time~y dn we just call customer at outlet no need rent place n roadshow~
boss aso rugi n we aso nt good~performance~zero ?no sales n u dare to report sales?im so sorry~nt~~
last time i eat zero i aso stress i remember~but y last time i still can relax n now?
the heart n emotions n stress all serious~y so serious about it?tammie tell let it be natural~dn blame urself~n i know but i cant accept~sendiri x blh tahan n cant breathes~especially when roadshow at bangi area~coz my asst manager tell me before~got roadshow at bangi is our chance~ur source all from roadshow~if nt?no need think about it~TT
serious~~i know~tat y early morning edi stress myself~just do my best~but....no one ~really~no one will listen me~no one wan to buy voucher from me~i kow im so ugly right now~
i explain to customer even she stop n ask but nt really will buy~just  consider about it~walao~we free rose spray aso dn wan~customer here~no comment~~

Evening,janice call n ask cons?no sales yet where got name n tel no to sent back outlet~is really hard to do~
then ....marketing call~i know joey very good n concern us very much compare to last roadshow~we long time x ada share jor~i know~TT
last share is last year oct if nt mistake?
x blh ingat~~
tak apa la~~just do mybest~
but every time after i answer phone my heart feel sorry~n force meself with double n triple stress~~
so i force too much~i dn wan all ppl disappointed~i aso hope i can do it~in my heart i know cant~but i hope can~矛盾～无奈～

when sleepy jor,i tell tammie~then we go buy nescafe~XD
again~~then cont~i play candy~but still remain 33~TT
tat account cant play~can lepas from few month~i suck there quite long~
but no heart play~x play serious~gua?too stupid jor recently mind x run~lol

then rain le~today rain i ok la~mood nt to say better but i scare i heart attrct~lady will die fast if compare to males?coz we dunno how to control~
recenlty ii feel i chg a lot~dunno how to communicate with ppl~really~
keep inside heart dunno how to express~~xxD
hehe~苦笑酸辣也没什么大不了～经历了就是成长,sales stress is compare to another more stress?nonono,i know every field aso got they stress~just ppl x say u dn think x ada~
the way i express stress>?cry~i good to handle stress~i know~i can~~催眠自己u can u can u can~
but...
有时候，就是想大哭一场， 因为心里憋屈。
有时候，就是想疯癫一下， 因为情绪低落。

有时候，就是想破口大骂， 因为心里不爽。
有时候，就是想安安静静， 因为真的我累了。
is trues~XD

7.00pm le,i still no sales~TT
8pm time up~go home~blur!~~tired~~really tired~~
go home,go out roadabout~dunno wat i thinking~lucky nth ~just the car hons me~thx god~~
i cant drive at night~i know~old edi~weak in driving?x concern too much?i duunoo~~

home~~online~~a while~saw ikki status~
long time x heard her voice~relationship?
does friends ship can last longer?should ii ask busy life  may affect?
stop n stop!!just stop here~~i know here is a place to release stress but i really tired n tired~just wan to hide inside~  

PKNS roadshow DAY 1

Morning shift 

一早睡醒了，不要不想起床结果拉被单继续睡～昨晚蛮夜睡的，candy 过了两天过不到133～TT
结果两点吧？不记得了，只知道回家都12点了～
跟yumi出去可以比较迟回？是没办法啦，因为我放工后回家才出～洗澡换装了，yumi才来载我去喝茶～原来我们不知觉中把约会的时间拿来拍照？自恋～不过notes 2拍照真的不错～
然后，话题在于interview?未来的我们？无法想象！～
快乐不只时间过，10点了～chg round~kajang area~coz mahkota here tis shop close at ten oclock~wat name i aso cant remember~lol～
just walk in n order~our style~XD

今天去到roadshow,10.28am,i tot too early~在车里待了一下下～
然后回复下wechat then know sophia phone spoit chg phone on last week,we nvr care n ask about it?maybe chat here n just for fun n nt much talk serious case?i prefer listen wat they talk n less reply~coz my timing nt ngam~they free time mostly i work~busy~
especially this month~early of MARCH edi fight cons n full of stress~i really cant fight on roadshow~cant get cons even half share at outlet~TT

what wrong with me?i edi knew it on the begining of this month~
尽管我努力的把一切压力揭开，说服自己我可以～告诉自己做不到就算了，不要执着 努力面对一切于是


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Fine!stop about it~stop thinking all~i non stop try to give up with normal heart~
i prefer one word~stable~neutral~normal~
What i wan just a normal simple life~why i got so many challenge n stress~~
首先在outlet asst manager start~把我们total sales court out as target n let me know how much if really can get half share if i hit 4o cons~
she wan to motivate all of us0 to get full share~me >impossible?bangi nvr full share before~then half share aso difficuilt~40个不简单～加上roadshow一直卖不到～哪里找sources？

我只能说我尽力而为吧～很难～
我真的累了～很累～
在outlet一直打电话fail cons la,incoming call book la,rec la,roadshow list including expired customer~TT
我不是没有努力过，只是不是每次努力都得到回报～
然而到昨天为止，我还差12个～3天时间～接近了～可是差那么点点多个720 ++，为什么要这样？不值得～很不值得！我努力工作把店里的工作整整齐齐的做好～包山包海也无所谓但是我没办法～我当然想要拉～

昨天marketing joey call来，说了同样的东西～我自己心知肚明知道有多少钱，大概算了～joey也说做不到很可惜～这样我心里更不好受～我不希望大家一直说fight 到的，可以的～irene ong 慢慢加油～我受够了！一句话冲你们口中说出来是多么的简单，但我要听进去吸收你们的含义有多么的难～自己承受的压力只有自己最清楚～
asst manager讲加油～我会帮你吃的～fail con?~TT
ok,thx~i know if no enroll she aso need to deduct salary~if nt success~i know~im sorry~~

AGM那三天啦来也只是打给顾客，也没有办法找cons给我～结果打的是exciting customer~要冲店的sales~TT
haiz,with her i edi nth to say~really~make me sick jor few days~when facing her soat thoat n serious headache~她杀气重～lol~~

然后，昨天真的joey想到新的方法帮我找cons~
PKNS roadshow,buy one facial voucher foc one rose aromatic spray or hamamelis spray worth Rm98~
by the way the aromatic spray is expensive that the facial voucher~n if customer purchase the voucher is facial treatment plus product only RM49.90~

over over over~~~really!~~~
亏大本的～老板竟然approve marketing de ideas~TT
really thx to joey~but it seem like nt work~really~~

from 1030am work until 5.30pm i even no chance to let a customer stop n listen what i wan to promote~even leaflet aso less ppl take~is was hard~getting harder wan to do roadshow ~~

说真的，情绪超差的～一早，我看不到什么人～然后janice call 来～我说还没有～～过后，我知道我很难做到sales但是我会尽力～我知道我差水！可以了没有～不爽～～
然后11点joey打电话来，谢谢关心～我看到了tester,voucher n free redem de ~~thx a lot~marketing hope us can fight dao n get share she really help us a lot~n help to think a way to give us sources~
下午有人走过却没有人感兴趣～哪怕说了送产品～夸张！
心碎～wanna to cry~~
lunch time,Tammie noon shift she take away my favourite butter chicken add egg～还好她有打包来，不然没有东西吃～我一早开data就是为了回复whatapps~她问我要吃什么～我们都用whatapps方便许多～

然后开餐，继续努力～人潮过了～静了～我们的banner坏的，从早到现在我黏回去几次了～tammie call ah yee come n exchange~then he repair~TT
haiz...our booth~nth to say~
~after janice call me then rain,janice call n tell me no cons edi~must have five to six cons today~make sure gt out five voucher like tat n go~TT
hard~i hope soo...stress bao~no words to show my stress~fXXX~
really tired n emo~tammie start sleepy then ask me wan order coffee?i need it too~tired n heart die~TT
after tat,i tell tammie coffe gao~lol
we order less sugar n gao~really sot jor~i cant drink too over de,after take will soat throat but just drink~no rasa at all~maybe just wan to seksa myself!~i dunno wat i wan right now!~fight or nt aso nt in my hand~i just do my best~force myself to sell voucher  with smile~i can do it~but......

  突然响大雷，大风吹～然后纸张乱飞～很凉下拉，我今天穿half 的背心～结果满冷的，不错如果穿tshirt更冷拉
～tammie edi go behind the banner~she wear tshirt today~
after tat i start feel hot,i go outside~look at the rain~TT
god aso feel impossible to fight?i dunno~

heavy rain~most of the ppl cant go out~but still no one listen to me~play back another account~lvl 33~
play n play x lepas~heart no here aso~tat y both account cant play~but no heart to play aso ~just sent life to frens~ngam ngam saw qqherry request heart~he aso playing tis games now?
candy is for relax n play no need stress de games~i happy then can lepas lvl~but now no heart to play!~
on 3G whole day~thn i should off~emo~~wan to go outside shower~lol

is ok la,then i sit there almost fall in sleep~today most of the time i stand~really~
but gt a feel nt feeling well,headache~~
suddenly i saw joey,she come in front of me n hi~lol
hi...joey~
she from HQ n support~ask wat things need to improve~she really hope n=me n tammie can fight 40cons~i get what she wan to do~she aso research this play n walk around n ask ppl~~
she did her best~thx to her~i got no sales can blame any one~but anyone can blame y i got no sales~yes...i weak n tired~in my heart i planning wan do it until get sales only home~at last hand shake~blur jor~so i tell tammie i go back first~before 8 i go back ~walao..pucat dao~~cant accpet~blur~then drive n go home~walao...wrong way~i turn out then wrong place~i going the direction is to my outlet~i should go uturn or opposite way~then home bath eat n lie on sofa~candy~pass one round~then no mood to play~emo~serious emo~those stress make me cant breathe~dn wan always complain~i know~be happy~i know~but u know the theory n u wont know the way~TT
is ok la,got keyboard press hard n hard ~~type blog~~!!!
sleep early ba,thinkiing is nt the way~
seeing if not believing~ 
my problem getting serious~nitez

warta roadshow

1st day of warta roadshow~~
early morning,10 need reach warta bangi.
Ah yee要我把钱交给warta office~
然后他去开booth~
我刚刚进到停车场，ah yee就打电话来了～
我告诉他我找着位子停车我们就约在那里外面mamak那里等因为我不知道warta这里的这里的office在那里～
然后我cincai de park好车,过去找他～
最后我那里信封ah yee教我怎么上去~
4th floor terus u akan jumpa office~
at last,ah yee骗我～他搞错了～是3楼啦！
结果吓死我了拉～那恐怖的lift是我的死穴～上次经典开关几乎把我吓的半生不死～
then now again i take lift alone~early morning who wanna to take lift n go upstairs~
then when 4th floor open,i walk out with nth~no light somemore~
ah yee said that go out the lift infront got office edi~i walk n walk~whole floor no ppl~n it was quite dark n quiet~荒废feel~walao...scary~~
almost cry out ~alone~~
is ook!telling myself nth to scare at the moment i really sweat n scary~~
i wan to press lift but the button there was spoit~
can i know how many years tis floor no ppl come!~scary~i cant press down just press up~go upstair then lift go down~got ppl walk in to the lift at 3rd floor~
I ask can i know office is which floor~i nt dare floor by floor go out~he tell me this floor~floor 3~tingkat tiga office sahaja~ok~thx~go downstair n alone the lift go up~
some feeling that cant express out!dunno what to say~
宁静的无法呼吸～
怎知，office de worker like ah yee said 没有礼貌～
fine~dn wan to said it anymore ~just give payment n take invoice~just sign n sign then go downstair~my booth is infront poh kong n giant~G floor~~

ah yee edi set up everythings n ask me how~i done n pass it to him~~start my roadshow~~

Emo start n i start to cooling n protect myself~~then on 3G~~
start work~~walao~~here de ppl i hate so much~all dunno limao de~x hormat langsung~shit~such as monkey~even monkey aso know to say thx or is ok~they just pass by u n ignore~u telling or giving things they act dunno~menyampah betul la~aku just nak bagi leaflet n suruh u ambil pun susah apatah lagi nak beli~
geram betul~

tahan until 8oclock~no sales~TT
bawa telur je~~dunno y mood nt good~sakit hati~i not to said wan ppl respect or what but pls let me speak out or u just stop  me if really dun wan~i hate tis feeling la~
i know here de ppl is like tat but i cant control my feel~i was headache n quite serious right now~
i scare n go to car park~actually i scare to take lift n scare this place car park~dunno y ~nt safety feel at all~just go back n almost accident~~when pass by roundabout!~TT
thinking tat im so tired n blur just now~lucky was nth~thx god~~

很辛苦真的很辛苦～无言形容不出～很累～coffee like useless for me~today gt take a cup of coffee at mamak but still tired~
sleep early~learn to be strong!i can do it~




2nd day~
11am start~
on 3G~early morning go shell to refill petrol~queue~~long queue~ppl like early morning isi petrol~
then go there just park the nearest~n take lift again~alone~~
just be normal ~i know i have to go by it~i just normal n  wait~dn think tat today got sales~
just be normal~~i know~all are saying the same things~i heard~just ignore it~~

y irene from last month no sales ya?
how come no sales?
y metro point til now no sales~?
irene this month nt suit for roadshow right?
u realise or nt that u from last month no sales?
from shah alam pkns til now no sales?
from u start work 18-2-2013 until now eat how many eggs?
u know?
u know how stress if really think like tat?
u kmow i just act nth n smile is how hard tat i need to face it~?
i still under negative ~~walao~~

when i go work i saw tammie last night got five sales~she really top sales~
i now even no mood to fight aso have to serve customer~
i serve almost all customer they just ignore n ignore~sien ~
but gt customer sit down n look like interested~~
at last not to buy voucher~~
if u no feel wan to buy y u give me a hope  n sit down to listen?it was so hurt~~
n dunno y again n again~i serve ppl ,ppl listen n likee ask so many question at last no buying aso~
izit my problem~?no luck?
how hard u do aso u cant get what u wan~~
if i serve those are buyinG~i guess now edi got five or six sales~at last 0~
tammie come i tell her how i serve customer n useless~she ask weather i pray at cny or not~lol~
evening my AGM call tammie n ask~tammie say nt yet ~AGM like saying somethings n tammiesay irene tell wan go pray~ya,in my mind is true~i nvr get lost n nvr roadshow non stop no sales~at least pun satu dua~this time really tak ada~they chat phone so long n i just ignore n do sales!
poh kong tat guy,last year roadshow here first time gt keng gai de just ask me how sales so tell him lo~he say here nt bad de wor~then just smile n do  my job~4plus edi low battery~i play  candy play too much jor~headache~x blh tahan i kalah so much~x blh accept~lol
play too over jor n non stop request heart(life) thx qqherry non stop help me~i think he aso sien n boh song me jor gua~request many times coz no one bottle me today~sblur yu pun x sent to me~lol
really thx to him~~
then 8plus i call mummy tell her i wan to eat roti canai~paksa her accompany me go eat even she got cook porridge at home~i wan to do wat i thinking n give up all the things~lol
任性的自己，惹人厌～我觉得啦～
再大的努力只要没有运气运气不属于你的再怎么奋斗也徒劳无功～绝望是时候了～领悟了什么道理似的，放弃自己的想法～原则呢？伤心过度～去睡觉了～




3rd day~last day~~
this morning i awake with tired body~tired face n headache so much~
just move to shower n breakfast~
last night i say go to bed~at last off phone off wifi pillow talk with mummy~until midnight 1plus i think~i telling i very stress this all tat~she just say relax n in the world a lot of ppl poor tat u ,pity tat u ,no work,no money,sick,cacat etc....but they still trying to alive with they best y dn u relax n enjoy n great with what u get~
i know,i telling mummy i hope to help ppl~i wan to do donation if i got a lot of money~but now i wan a lot n i wish to get better n better but seen like i cant get anythings!~i was so tired~reallly~~talk til where i aso cant remember then i fall in sleep~~

long time no pillow talk~nt even this~i feel long time x keng sam shi with my gang or maybe i less to talk with ikki~less chance less phone call~even yumi come back she know my things n she dunno my stress~somethings feel like keep inside heart~but i have nt much secret~i emo will tell ~~at least got wechat there n cubic so tat i nt yet crazY~if i work here one week maybe i really gila jor~~now i headache  n tomoro need back outlet~~
today no sales~~n tammie so kind put one slim to me~she say better tat today no sales~we fight so san fu edi~lucky got her then i roadshow only got ppl keng gai n nt stress much~we play phone together n i charge twice my phone~~3G really~~yesterday i dn feel wan to charge so ignore it~today i charge~`moood ..............

9pm we zap booth n i keep all banner~close it n put inside bag~actualy wat a guy can do i aso can do~wat a man can carry aso i can do it~just maybe slow a bit ~i nt to say i very strong but i can stay strong~just hope i learn to nvr get hurt ~~actually 知足常乐，这么简单的道理你不懂吗？
今天见到一位残杖人士，坐轮椅的来买东西warta giant~then又遇到手断了的人，真的只剩一个手（右手）来按电话男人来的经过我面前～我知道顿时领悟，昨晚妈妈说的话，我早知道只是会自我生气自我多愁善感自备无奈～或许只是情绪化～

just ignore me~~pls dn read it~i dunno wat i saying ~dunno wat i typing~just~typing wat i think or maybe i nvr think i just type~lol
ignore n ignore~so shy about it~so disappointing n nth edi~just mood gua~i hope this post emotions all gone~after awake maybe i cant reember this post~good night~~ 

maybe is roadshow here i gain somethings n learn to strong~n i success~maybe i scare this place too over n get tis emotions~it will be alright n i dn think it happened~
 

March diary~

8－3－2013
38妇女节快乐
1st day roadshow metro point kajang~

我一点也不快乐～兜里五圈我还没有找到位置停车，纳闷怎么天空那么灰～lol
结果进去没有人，没有很愉快～头重重～
然后，tammie到了～我们去oldtown吃午餐～
聊天，他又带了个手信给我～magnet de~our trandisional~xD
maybe work jor the best things is magnet gua~XD
sweet^^然后有故事听～好好的酒店哦～风景超美的～
之后之后回去我们的booth~sales ar~~then realise gt money changing~lol
在看多一下，原来板面店倒闭了～lol

然后，没有sales~candy ...lol
3G开着，结果需要充电～
到晚上，没有做到～感觉白做～回家～突然忘记自己的车在哪里～压力过大？失忆症～告诉tammie她说我不可以住condominium or apartment会找不到车～我笑了～哈哈～

大家一起走，我记起来了，在mydin there~没有走错方向~haha...XD


9-3-2013
Headache~serious cant wake~lol
roadshow metro point~2nd day~

没有什么特别，没有sales的一天～打字也没有力气～
然后，开了一天3G~powerbank 还要没有电～然后，突然yumi wechat yum cha~on lo~she wan today only~from tat day i say friday i roadshow dn wan~then ppone sat~mean today i ask can chg day she wan today only~okok~~

然后放工回家，准备好了，直接出去～yumi到了～她来载我说有重要消息要说～原来他要去jb le~1个月～打算在那里做工～气死我了，才回来一个月～我不管啦，我还没有跟你玩够广购～结果你又要走了，还要聊那么铭感的话题～
我们的将来你已经有打算了，羡慕你啊～我不知自己要怎么样～我的路~你的路被你规划好了～明明三个人，加ah may coz sophia有dinner~然后，我跟may竟然如此陌生～可悲～
她是打算26号进来我公司～我有点纳闷，不过他们终于下定决心了～好事来的～
madam de metropoint will be closed on may n moved to saujana impian~is good news or bads news?倒闭～
说来话长，我觉得租金使问题搬也是问题也许是巧合～
可悲的消息是uncle loy过世了～风水大师～曾经叫我面壁有桃花那个，还有教我吹愿望的风水师～他明明很健康啊，ah may 说新年前的事，那madam今年没有看风水了？

有点伤心，可是我回家emo是另外一件事～emo nt good~~wat i emo just now~i just keep it n throw ~TT

good night~walao 2am,good night~


10-3-2013
Last day metro point roadshow

No sales for three day n own sales -4pcs of sales~how i wan to replace~TT
i know~im so sorry~TT

emo n headache n walao~~pain die me,the feeling tat u pain is nt usual pain~is was killing me at the moment~almost faint today~i tell tammie i nt feeling well today n get a cup of enrich chocolate then sit on the chair n rest~after tat i fall in sleep~then upstair got lelong n noisy but cant do any sales~no one wan buy our voucher n ignore us onlY~the feeling was so bad~it pain n feel like we no values at all~wat the~~i really dunno how to express n my heart was so pain~my body was painful~even painkiller aso cant cure me~lol

but really,today just take a bread n lekor lekor n hot n roll~zapalang food only ~without any rice n noodle~
9plus we go home with no sales~n i reallly so fucking tired~painful day~~



11-3-2013
OUTLET DAY~
1st day after roadshow back to outlet n the mood is like normal~better tat eat egg at roadshow~just non stop calling customer n calling cons~walao~my bangi sales is so horrible~i two day -friday n sat roadshow metropoint n sunday bangi outlet was close~but the sales edi 60..JW really is good in sales~if i cant get 40cons get half share this month i really will cry 99~~i cant accept it~my cons right now 13~TT
coming no cons already~roadshow no ppl buy no cons to bangi~i no more source already~sad~really sad~~TT

fine,continue my job~~
rest a while,headache few day~lie on my table~so comforrtable n feel wanna to nap~so tired~
suddenly vern come n do her treatment point wan wrote into point book~
i wake n continue copy the name to outgoing call book~then start chating~

其实还好啦，我接受到的～只是大家都接收不到我吃蛋～JW还问我，其实你开工到现在有没有发现自己不适合做roadshow~我突然傻眼～无可否认我开工到现在颓废在roadshow浪费时间金钱～～我知道，运气和努力缺一不可～笑笑后开始继续抄写～

之后jw出去下下，买东西～然后叫东西吃～我们吃隔壁～然后swee ling 走出来，插嘴问我受了什么刺激？生不如死，我答了她，她说cheh,还以为你被男人骗～吓死我～我眼眶湿湿下，我知道他很疼我的～很关心我，或许他觉得我太笨吧？我自己有时也会觉得～做这份工后，缺点一大堆～自己发现拉～哈哈～

开餐后，继续打电话～然后休下坐下～打完了第一个抽屉～swee ling要让我休息了，她说做么你的line pop 没有分数？我笑了，还没有玩啊～然后他说快去拿来玩，我就开始玩了～哈哈哈～他们果然，我一开他们分数已经1miles了～厉害～结果勉勉强强7百出收工～哈哈

放工前大家埋怨才见我一天我又休息了～哈哈~

syok nya~later sophia come my house to facial me~then yumi come to learn n recall back her beauty memory~XD


12-3-2013
Offday~Hang out with Yumi n sophia~
1st station yumi park her car at my house~
2nd i fetch her n go sophia house~then go ts~
when reach we tot gai gai de~yumi say wan take bus~got car but wan take bus ?nice~
good n special suggestion~
then we go sg wang station bus stop wait bus~got U27~
seriously i long time no take bus too~then we go up the bus the driver tot we r tourist~sophia ask how much?i follow ask how much ya,driver say i dunno bahasa?i terus chg to malay tone,berapa?funny~~
then enjoy take bus moment~yumi excited n miss our last time moment~last time i can take bus from kajang til kota raya~we two always take together~nice memory~~
then kota raya~we walk petaling street~
last time she like de longgan lo hon guo~then we eat yongtauhu~last time tat place~walk around~then walk kota raya~XD
our academy edi move~lol~
only theory class~TT
all ah gua~got one shop ah gua welcome us,we almost laugh 0ut~so friendly~lol

then naik taxi infront kota raya to kenaga whole sales~sophia say wan go there buy daughter de clothes~
i sit infront~it was a wrong decision~walao...the taxi tot us nt malaysian~i terus kita orang sini~sepuluh ringgit mahal~lol~but naik juga~yumi say ok sophia say ok~ok lo~
then the taxi 语言骚扰～i hate tis feel~putih x ada salah~stupid taxi say me putih n gap my leg~
sophia n yumi pun perasaan dao n sophia help me say i sudah marry dn kacao me~lol
lucky just say but i edi x comfortable~boh song face~lucky a while jek~then walk around~dint buy anythings~no feel wan buy things!sophia buy three cloth to her luilui~then yumi buy somethings~i no feeling just walk around~leg pain n tired~~TT

after tat,take taxi go ts~walk around~i drink fruit boost~Rm13.50~i spend money ~i happy~lol~we always drink tis at alamanda roadshow~i like fruit juice~fresh~~XD
then walk around n back~

sophia husband ask sophia da bao the chicken rice from mahkota cheras~we go there~i tot can eat my favourite food court~fish rice~but too early x buka yet~only yumi n sophia take aways~
at shoplot de,sophia say nice la~

then i go home shower n rest~type blog~tired ~dunno y recently so tired~11plus can sleep le~tomoro work~outlet~hopefully i can done my thngs~



13-3-2013
outlet~
 Start call customer early morning~
a lot~
then Lunch time,we order mohd chan~i go take,then ah yee our office boy reach my shop i ngasm ngam back to shop~XD
then chat xia,2pm lunch~we eat together~
Swee ling say i take out all the bawang la,sayur etc x ada nutriation then see me pucat say i nt healthy~
 then Swee ling突然插出一句，irene是不可以被人伤害的你们觉得呢？经典的话题～～我说没有啊，然后她就剥下虾壳给我吃～有一阵感动～没有人义务对你好，有人对你好是要珍惜哪怕是一下子～她说你吃的hor,是没有人剥给你吃才不吃吧？鱼也是把？还特地炒热气氛说要放进口咬了没有骨才吐出来，我笑了～原本很累很辛苦下的～顿时有点轻松～JW则说如果有人对你骗财骗色你一定会跳楼死的～我说做么？他说因为你被保护惯了～我哪有啊？原来大家眼中的我都是不同的～大家自我设定了一个我？
突然很好奇我到底是怎么样的？你们对我的感觉是怎样？
我吃饱后继续做事～没有太多的偷懒～不敢偷懒～很多事还没有处理～
然后，wash cloth la.call la~Finaally~
i done my job~i called all yellow cards~i rearrange the 2010 fail con to fail con fail~i done my daily sales plan n all~XD
tired~~
then i tot wan call fail time i edi serious pain n headache~lie on table n nap~really fall in sleep n swee ling call me go sleep at cons room~a while i feel better~swee ling know i not feeling well~JW got give me panadol~i x take~then swee ling non stop got come out n see me~ask me feel better or not~~she really like a sister just she sometimes say words sharp n easy get hurt~i know she sayang me de~XD


night time go help JW go Mr clean take things ~heavy rain~kena rain a bit~TT
then faxed sales n done today job~
go home time,Jam~
JW wait me then ask me follow her go another way~thx to her very much~i can reach home early~Thx n nice~but i alomst accident twice~once i out i almost langgar viva~i x see properly~i tired n forgot beside~lol
second is pajaro~walao~after tol i x see properly~he hon me~walao~i go his line tanpa perasaan~thx god i can safety home~good night ~

nt dare think too much!!

Roadshow PKNS Last day 010313

Last day roadshow today n tomoro will back to outlet~

今天一早，我真的起不到身~很累，腰痛～我去洗澡后跑着出去～迟到了～9。45才出门～去到10。45虽然赛车，但是我飞110 after jam area~coz alone n lonely feel so i drive quite fast n with myvi power really 110equal to my car 80~~
只是跑太快我好像中了几张saman~限定80的阿～这三天，真的难熬～尤其今天我一个人～一路开着data,power bank~但却没有明确用着电话～我怎么了？
没有东西按拉，最近电话很少响了～大家各忙各的，明天起我又不按电话了～所以今晚按个痛快～candy~XD

然后，没有sales~park SACC mall coz alone cant park sacc convetion center~my car park RM 9.50~heart pain with no sales n emo emo so buy a blusher at this fair beside my booth de victoriajackson product~RM95 n i sweep my card~ppl say crazy ppl with do nonsense things n i hope spending money buy things i can happy~actually nt~~i more unhappy~alone here n no ppl wan to listen ~even customer interested aso wont buy voucher from me,what wrong with this place ppl~im so tired edi~~

whatapps there tammie ask me ok n tell me that promoter ask wan da ao wat n she give my number to her~she call my number but i x answer~another number ring n i answer!~is tat promoter caterina~thx for da bao for me~i still thinking weather dn eat or buy oldtown again~thx for her call~~

after that she watapps me telling jam～then i serve many ppl with the answer tat no thx,dn wan...sien n emo~alone sit down dunno what to do~~chat with sebelah ppl~sien n nth to say~is ok~~continue work n giving leaflet until caterina come~

我一坐下，他就告诉我那天她怎样撞车。。很危险，还好人没事～吓到我@@
然后继续那天的话题，她男朋友，情人节怎么过？lv～～
然后她前男友，她喜欢水比较多～故事很长，很精彩，他的人生很精彩一点也不频繁～她的一切故事，我受益良多～～

还直接听到3点我才开始吃我叫他打包的炒果条～然后吃饱，开工～去old town陪她吸烟～坐外面吸烟区～我的enrich chocolate,还好没有在喝咖啡～不错啦，休息下继续奋斗～没有什么人了～很难做～

然后又聊聊天，我太乖了？太单纯了？男友的钱用来花？我总觉得不要轻易用男人钱比较好，男朋友应该没有义务钱多钱多给你用吧？所以我满佩服她，她男友又可以在她身上花钱～给他钱用，买名牌，我不是很追名牌啦，品牌也还好，喜欢就好～我还是希望自己可以赚多点，男人可以女人也可以～只是，这间公司，我可以吗？心里在质疑自己了～感觉没有安全感～

聊到一半，有点感动，她男友真的无条件付出。。他遇到的都很好而且很有钱～人人的命不同，我的？也许没有人家轰轰烈烈，也没有感动惊天动地，不敢要，不想～听太多了，自己也乱了！～

回家咯，做迟了～没有就是没哦～买不到就算啦～
我很累～回家路上眼睛要关了～因为身边没有人～踩油门快点，飞回家～怎知塞车～yumi call ask wan yum cha today>?im so tired n dn wan to meet ppl~is ok la,maybe tomoro i let her know~~

oh ya,just saw my new jazz teacher msg ask wan join back dance this month~i hope n wish to join back but i never reply~now edi 10.45pm dn distrub him~tomoro ask my colleague~i wan join~wan them on only i can on？if possible i on alone~edi forgot those steps~lol


Candy n candy~~
is time to sleep lo~nitex~~