Roadshow at Cheras Selatan

22-10-2013

last day roadshow n last fight for this month
hopefully i can get 19 pcs in three days
yuan ben still tian zhen de thinking maybe boleh

Early morning roselind wechat n tell me we in the middle the booth n got  london new york n mayfair etc~
i know i cant le~really~
sien~~
after that i try to get sales~but when reach time i edi know the location hard to do sales~but no choice!~just try my best~
at last we request jual rm 10 la drop price la reduce become facial rm 30~ok ok lo~
still hard to buat sales

first day stand so long n very tired~really tired~no sales~

23-10-2013
know many friends today~overall nty bad~haha
nice girls nice to know new frens but just rs frens~
hopefully got chance to meet again~
i know the london new york skin promoter~her name is qing~
early two days birthday ~same is scorpian~
but our character nt same with actual scorpian should have~
she aso positive n night time emo~
but nice~we look alike many~haha
she is so cute n nice n friendly~
first n second day only we can hug n talk n support each other~
difference company n sales same things but still can be good~
enjoy today work but really tired n only got three sales n tammie get 18 in a days~
really god
really geng
but all get many sales only me
i nt tat luck ~
really~
she is one customer sit n talk n talk long time n get sales n rec many ppl come~so good can have tis kind of customers~~
haha

tired n fall sick again
i know i rs then sick de
serious headache n leg pain~
tomoro last 
hehe
dn dream better
cant sleep coz sick
stress over


24-10-2013 

Last day lo...
qing off today
then i sot sot with zoe~xD
haha
no sales until 8~
stress
headache
over
at last lucky n thx god~
but stand for whole day really tired~
got new show girls
nvr have chance to sit
this rs is the most san fu n  never sit de rs
haiz...
so san fu but cant fight~
heart die~
i know nt good to see the two showgirls n promoter like that
but they two so pelik feel
make us let management complain
cant sales n kejar customer lol
haiz
last day ada tiga n very mian qiang to get it~
thx god~
faint~
really faint~

san fu

25-10-2013
back to outlet
first day back outlet almost late
headache
san fu
with colleaugue ok lo~
then try tie nice hair but am complain too childish n i open~
cant ikat two~TT
then become one n apply eyeslash~
xD
OT~
my am get sales customer our princess sign 9k n get a DKNY watches coz we doing open day today~
so good the customer~so rich n am really geng~
then late i 8.15 only home~
bath n go out with yumi

go sit Ferris Wheel
幸福摩天轮only~we chat a qwhile then capture photo
long time no capture photo le feel dunno how to face
aiyo
so ugly photo~!~
but after sit 幸福摩天轮 we x walk around terus go eat ice n supper~
consider supper gua~
dah late dah
chat n chat
after see 11pm we change place~
outside my house de mamak n drink super vomit de carrot milk n apple juice
this mamak no roti canai de only seafood n goreng food
so we just drink but x nice at all~
after that chat n chat she maybe tak jadi go le~
i telling her i mau go~
haiz...
dunno la

after she fetch me home i emo
haiz...
sien


26-10-2013
eyelash day!~hard to apply!~
then tonight got dinner twim baby birthday~
then am go back early
boss n amy come~
stress~~
then busy
i help to put slimming amp~
ok ok la
suddenly someone ask me about make up on annual dinner~
i really dunno~
i wan high salary~
i wan stable~
i telling no need gua~coz i wan resign soon~
but many ppl telling cny got bonus
i dn think got much~
really~
dunno ar~TT
sien ar~
emo to think this~
i mau lari dari this question
i cant answer
i dunno wat i need
i need someone i believe n guide me?
i need take a deep rest
i need>
hugs

i no way no direction no ideas
i was confuse n thinking if i dead nth to worry
i stress over lazy dn wan to do anythings
dn wan to move
sick n headache no feeling wan eat
but got friends say i fat le?
look teruk my skin now
eyes swollen
tonight x make up
terus drink jor one big glass wine
then go home
x ada social with boss
lol
haiz
sien
nitex...
eat n eat souvenir from swee ling
i like it so much
nice
XD
happy~
XD
warm she take care me~thx to her
photo with her she too sexy~belum whatapps to her
XD


27-10-13
if i sleep jor x tau wake up then good le~
i ada communicate pun sikit
i dah x mau tell many 
i dah x tau mau cakap apa
i wake n lazy 
x mau facial le
x go massage le
mau cut hair
then go out 
go bath
shitx car
go repair
but the worst is after repair i go pudu then bunyi again
my rm150 
oh gosh
i hate it
mean useless
change things but maybe nt that spoilt~
shit
geram
tears out
then wan spend money enough
go buat hair treatment
RM100 
yeah spend money all money go n hapyy~shit
moody tot will be leng hair
after that ok la
x ada think de perfect
sien
jam
rain
drive x secure
x dare 
alone emo
sien
lonely 
scary
sometime maybe alone more better
dn wan show my weakness
i still are the me
now
headache
xiang disappear jor 
tat day edi xiang
no one care 
no one will un
no one willing to know about it
the real in the world is if u ada ability u win
nt?i apa apa pun bukan
i dah tau i x blh buat apa
i manyak sakit hati dah tau many 
with work i ...
heart dah x tau go where

i mau interview on 301013
but i x prepare apa apa
need photo
half n full
x ada
lol     

Melaka TRIP~

Thx to Sophia 
9-10-2013
HaPPY onE DAyss TriPSS~~

from last time we r planning to go Malacca on oct as one day trip
then she borrow her dad car n fetch us~
yumi throw plane on us~TT
yuan ben plannning is cancel le de
but we sad n stress so we on it
day trip but i happy~
really thx a lot to her
whole day fetch us~
long time no ppl fetch me le~
i really enjoy n relax
just cant eat anythings
after eat chicken rice i start feel stomach ache~
streess over until my time cant pass n period cant out~
walao...super uncomfortable~
dunno eat wrong things or too tired i super pain n boh mood walk
sun hot !~walk around~
but less capture photo
maybe nt really close with sophia frens n her sister
just walk at behind alone~
but overall is nice trip~
yuan lai let ppl fetch is sweet n relax de
i xiang ada orang fetch le
xiang xia only
TT
nice feel~not bad~reset myself~XD

TT

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From my frens there see dao...I should learn it...I should be strong 

Before I masuk keep slim tis  company I won't easy cry 

I remember I was strong n always niao ppl only...now I become very bad 

No attitude at all 

Since when I become like that 

I should be back myself 

But 

I can't make it 

Cry n cry 

Tears out 

Non stop feeling Im so weak

Last time I won't like that de 

Dunno wat going wrong 

I really hate myself 

I hate tis feel 

Emo~

随着时间的流逝 大家渐渐的长大了

随着日子的过去 我们渐渐的都变了

随着繁忙的人生 大家各自有了圈子

随着我们的成长 人会变心会变甚至

随着大家的圈子 自然就会少了联系

随着剧本的发展 我发现我真的伤了 

不要抛弃我 我或许不好不够精

至少我还是那个我 我就是我不变的

那个充满我的我啊

emo ing~TT

不是害怕孤独只是不够勇敢

不是不能独自一人 是害怕不敢接受

孤单是要很大的勇气 这难道不是吗 

习惯性的有了你们 有了依靠才坚信

这世上美好的一切 有你们就足够了

感性了点点 今夜的风很冷突发启感

 

女人 一个人时总会胡思乱想伤心的

我就是这么一个缺乏安全感的人啊

需要一个拥抱 朋友代表一切人生路

陪伴最重要吧 表面说没事努力隐藏

心里暗自忍受伤感 因为我看见了那

一线的 我们

 

 

其实自己发现自己的人事问题 苦恼

我不会和人沟通 以上的自己 欠扁~

文字是我能表达的一些些 情感问题吧?

无聊之作 请无视我 不要可怜同情我

我没事的～晚安

 

 

 

 

walao.....when i blur n emo wat i type i really dunno~

but really mine feeling~

i need a hugs~

i wanna a big hugss pls~

 

 

Alamanda OCT 13 Roadshow~

 Roadshow Alamanda Day ONE

walao...long time no go alamanda but first day wat i get is 0~

No sales~

stress~~

show nth~cant say anythings~~TT

at least i go drink starbucks~over stress nt good~

tomoro fight lo~

boh mood but i ok~

 

 

 

Roadshow day 2 -Alamanda,putrajaya

My roadshow luck 

Yak shit la

From first day I can't hit sales 

No sales wor...whole day no sales...sien die 

Today is my second day...

Result til now still the same 

I can't accept this result 

Normally I serve n they listen will buy voucher from me 

But now ...

Ask n go 

Tears out

Always stress n tension coz it

No sales

Since I work keep slim I got roadshow I can kuat makan tapi x gemuk especially kg saya...

I mau fat kg but become flabby lol...

Tummy only

Haiz 

Just now I serve a facial aso dn wan buy

Serve many customer but no sales

All got sales only me

Sad

I dah off my data n stand here work serious around two hours but no one buy no one take my leaflets no one listen me ...emo 

Tears out no mood n lazy to serve 

Tired after stress 

This job is nt easy to work

I know it since 2012.07.15

After work keep slim x sampai one week I Terus keluar roadshow n second day roadshow coz sales kena marah then i know n in fact I know is not easy to work roadshow 

I tahan jor one years plus 

Every month at least one roadshow 

I ingat I dah biasa 

Actually is Keras tahan 

I Xiang resign

Xiang jor long time

Not dare 

I Xiang print out my resign letter long time

Think real n deeply I x blh x Ada work after resign

At last I apa apa pun x dpt buat

Dah bulan 10 ...u kena tau apa u nak

Betul 

X Ada orang dapat Bantu u 

Ah moi

Duduk sekejap rasa pening dah ...sakit mata dah

I ...dah ...letih ...betul betul  should stop it

 

 

Day 3 Roadshow Alamanda

 

today?consider ok?TIRED~

early morning i wake up n go back outlet~help am

coz am manager meeeting

then vern baby check up

then ice n a new staff

new therpaist~ST

i first time saw her

nth to talk

just normal

then ....

in stock zap things n mai delievery lunch box to kajang

then go fetch TAmmie n go alamanda~~

 

totally no break time~tired~i no mood n sleepy~

eyes dry~~

but have to work~haiz....

roadshow til tonight edi mau pengsan~got two Bust voucher~really thx god~

thx to Tammie~she really geng day day 5 or 5 or 8~

Day day 8voucher~geng~~

 

i was lucky today~blur n tired~

but dn wan sleep sin~

saw someone leave msg on my moment~then i go wechat him

xD

chat n release stress a bit~

i like dome coffee~really x feel hungry~

thx for caring me~a frens nt always chat nt always meet but nice to chat~

just normal chat n he dunno i stress n i feel relax to chat with him~

then he wan sleep le~

then i dream on sofa~

i lazy move

 

 

4-10-2013

Day 4~Alamanda~

thx Tammie mom fetch to work n Tammie BF  fetch to home~

nice P car~nice n relax~

thx

salss?so bad~

push myself til end of time~

like whole body pain~sick soon~~TT

tired~~

no mood

emo

sad

haiz..

fine~

dn think too muchh~~

recently less noti~less chat

 

 

Roadshow Day 5 Alamanda

 

Today shift alone

work alone~SAD~~~

alone lonely n more stress

i so sad~~i cant get sales~TT

brunch time eat more~one ppl eat two meals~

crazy~

emo~~

my sales ar~yuan ben get de pun x dpt~FZXX~~

so tired~no feeling wan to talk~~TT

 

 

Roadshow day 6~

walao~boss come~~i sit n eat tutti fruit at counter~

fxxx~~@@

then when i dah tired i sit down then boss pass by~Amy ask me y no add on sales~

super stress~

this feeling i cant express out cant tell cant explain~

i need a hugs

i over stress~

no sales i will dying~

really dying now~

i scare~

sry n feel wan resign~

then boss still treat us to eat mahanttan fish~TT

Amy n boss bungkus come~TT

so stress~san fu

no one un my feeling now

no feel wan tell ppl

sad

emo

lock myself

emo~

nitex~

i edi few day night jump up coz cant sleep well n scare

i dah mau crazy~

cant fall on sleeep~

 

 

Roadshow Day 7~Alamanda

 

Last day le~

Finally~~YEAH~~

go eat madam kwan with Tammie~

last day eat gou gou~eat MEWAH a bit~enjoy~

but sales?fine la~suan ;a

dn think too much~~but heart stress

act nth~~

show nth~~

be happy~~

but...until last all got sales only me then i stress le~

haiz....

say dn stress is tipu myself de~haha

haiyoo~~

then suddenly saw my wechat~sweet~~

warm #happy #touch #lovely #Smile #thankful

sometimes really happy coz someone remember me n take care me

thx for chat with me fun n warm n sweet

thx very much~

after got one voucher

then my colleaugue help me~

thx to Tammie~

thx a lot~

i feel happy n great to have partner like her  really thx

last n great experience we sent the voucher to customer house

the customer stay banguolo~IOI resort ~nice~big house~LOT 11~thx to kak a lot

thankful to everything~

i own more that 20 only hit target~

tammie need 8more edi 50 voucher~

really good in rs~luck good n nasib~

so good ~if i can then good le~hopefully i can hit target ~

dreamming~soon got rs at cheras more susah place ~like scary ~

i scare to work rs le~TT

heart die

heart pain

stress!~TT

nitex but cant fall asleep