August 22

今天我和swee ling相依为命一个早上～
janice回HQ meeting~
一早我就到公司了～
然后她就有问我昨晚怎么样啊～
就聊天然后我真的被KC 的emoji吓到了～
现在的他 有点恐怖
昨晚看戏我们什么也没说啊
都静静的

我还特地戴着眼镜看戏～
没有特别
janice sit infront de couple sit~vern nt feeling well din join~
then me n swee ling one couple sit~then beside me is KC n His frens~
then start movie~i still press my phone~dint talk with him~when otw walk in to the cinema~even walk behind aso dint talk~nth to talk~
lol
then watch drama~non stop eat my popcorn~even with swee ling aso i diam n watch~
serious last night is i long time ago x step in cheras selatan de tgv~last edi few years ago~i remember last time with harry watch movie here~but tat time ok~
with tis macam pelik~nvm just normal fren watch ok la~n is my first time watch mv with janice n swee ling~
farewell~~TT
before movie start we eat lao you gui gui~then only buy popcorn de~
then hor he call me ask at where then meet i terus give back rm48 to him~then my am ask him just finish work ar?dah sampai lama ar?we sure we reach sin~XD
then i press my phone~nth pun press x lepas~lol
thx for wechat chat~then only i happy~i can laugh sendiri with phone compare to nth talk~lol
then hi n bye~in cinema he just ask me y i wear spec only~is a funny question lo~
lol

then swee ling tis morning ask me got feel or nt~look nt bad de~diam diam n good guy lo~
if ok mai try har lo~yesterday help u see jor ~ok de~u nvr try nvr know~she tell me maybe he fan xia fan xia u get used jor then x blh x ada line leh~i say no lo~even last night msg i pun x reply~really so sry~i nt sengaja~i know he say good night n put sticker~i morning see his msg only reply~good morning~
i dn hope to waste ppl time~for chase me is nt worth~serious~he can get a beetter~

swee ling non stop dn un y i look down myself~
i telling nt~just a feeling~she still ask me apa zaman~
we first time deep talk~
only we two~i tell her all my feel~long time no ppl chat deeepp til tis ~really~i need ear n listen me talk~
maybe too busy le~i miss my leng leng~i tell mai her~all i love de frens all in my heart things~actually she worry after she resign my work will be heavy n she say anythings can wechat her~
she really so good so many ideas n suggest me n telling her experiance to me~
so like her~y she resign~tomoro n sat is i last to meet her~she until 30-8-2013 but 26-30/8/13 i fully roadshow~canty meet her~sAD
really~bu she de~TT

then got tell sebelum ini de hal la,got tell out n she yuan lai protect me many things~xiang cry ~tears xiang out le~i know somethings~
n here i know she is the one good n heart really good from last time she edi make me gan dong~
i remember i last year birthday she make me cry aso~in phone~she play me~in the end we chat n tell out somethigns i feel so sad~it worst feeeling~but today my data really cant use ~even i home my wifi pun x blh connect dunno wat wrong~yesterday i miss adrian tot can watch tonton but my phone really x blh pakai~TT
so cant use~a while ada a while cant~sien jor~
on pc n listen sound of silence~then blog~
somethings i need talk out but nt write here~
im so sad~today 1000am i edi chg my passcode of phone~the time i chg is my passcode~
i dn feel like tell them the new passcode~
im so sad~tat y last time they say i still got things to keep secret~
原来单单打打就是为了这个
v that day edi i know she is wat type ppl aso~i know is good~but....somethings i cant accept~TT
心碎了
原来信任真的不值～
算了～
过去就算了
不要再想了
sifu刮痧后告诉我不要执著
要放开
我的心那天挂到那么红那伤都没有哭
原来身体的痛跟心灵的痛比不算什么
我告诉自己不能心疼
要爱自己多一点
做人模模糊糊过就好了
刚好moment有人post 一片看了心疼心酸的有意思的对白
～
我会的
可是现在想起心有作痛
我很怕会死

swee ling还说敢干去
想做什么去试试没有试过不知道
乘年轻想怎样就怎样
不然老来后悔～
+if tis job really cant earn money i stay here for?
is truw~i should think deeply~
now~~actually i dunno wat i need~i confuse~


today after am meeting back alot of work to do~now actually i headache~just now dn feeling wanna to sleep then listen tis song n blog~one hours pass like tat~~
tot open email to read blog but no that mood~wanna to delete it after read~
thx for advise ~i know wat to do~
really .....blur~nitex