追求完美......是个目标…………: Welcome Nov

Nov
my month
my birthday

actually nov-dec year end
soon.....
dn hope time pass so fast actually

yeah...first day nov,haiz...nth
tomoro depavali but work too...

aiyo...my day
consider ok la...
coz sunday is happy day~

yeah...touch n lovely sunday outing^^
since i work i suka sunday
we always can gai gai dating shopping jogging hang out
i like it~if no roadshow....XD

after that monday blue
tuesday Happy birthday luna~XD biasa la...after work n home
thx colleaugue for eggs^^
wednesday ...
thrusday ...
Friday <3 b="">
lovely
thanksful
sweeet
warm
really
happy
sweet bao
love u all so much
thx for acc me dinner
really
hugss is better that everythings
thanks.........
even can feel we r getting far but at the moment gather really feel happy n lovely
cant use words to describe for i really appreciate what u all dint
this is nt a easy dinner
nt easy to see all leng leng sss n gather here
thanks
really
hopefully next years got chance like tis too
i know i far far away jor with u all i know
even last time always chat but now aso less contact n cubie...hehe...
hopefully friendship can go fforever n ever
apperciate it
thanks once again
love u all~

my blogs long time no update normally lazy type blog~
tonight insonmia n tomoro work n tomoro night dinner company dinner with boss...
see photoss n upload here~XD
after edit all n until end of month can post my lovely blog~haha..nitex

91113
not so busy but busy lol
nite time ban leng leng dinner
yesterday know x ada increase salary my face edi allergic i wont use bb cream or spf
just eteliner n shawdow
cincai smile lol
no mood to go actually
i wan money
ineed money
i wan increase salary
onl;y commision adjust is better that nth?>
but tonight must eat 99~~
jogoya dinner
nice n vip room n macaroon~XD
but so sad that.........................
n waiting so long -91113
but overall nice~~
xD
be happy n insonmia night
lol

10-11-13
is time to leave me alone
rest rest rest
awake edi 11?haha
then cont sleep
noon go facial n chat woth helen
nitex insonmia
really recently tired but x force myself to sleep lol
haha
skin allergic

painful n redness
but ok la...

11-11-13
Happy birthday again?lol
from someone

after that day

today got flower lol

first time receive flower n sign....haha
first time really~

thanks a lot kent
thanks
........

121113
bored sleepy n faint on office
leg cramp somemore
then mobile roadshow...
office michelle come n fetch me go maybank stand for two hours
she pregnant
i worry her more that myself
really................
but at last i cramp
nt really feeling well
not enough rest~TT

haiz....
sad sad
hopefully this month better
dn hope to mc
i know my body as well
emo...suddeenly
saw someone status n i feel like myself sad too
y i so easy let ppl affected lol

nitex!!!
sry edmund~
i tired le dint reply n sry kent i x pick up phone~nitex

13-11-2013
today go work as normal
i spend three days to done my finished yellow cards~
i still got existing nt yet~only done finished client~~TT
omg
really slow jor
tired jor
what wrong with me
aiyooo
normally 141113 will dinner with my lovely leng leng
i believe myself tomoro will be emo
lol
but come on ...
working days n all work n really nt easy to gather n dinner n timing
so is ok just feeling so i type here
i need someone to talk lol
aiyo
i dunno how to reject ~
i know i should dinner with kc
TT
sry
i ignore again
i scare
serious
when secondary i can with many guy chat n really can but now in the real of world yuan lai im scare
i scare n worries too many things
i feel that im stress
i so scare to get hurt so that i scare i hurt someone
i dunno how to exprress out~choose to off phone
that is what i can do now
nvr reply line or wechat
nvr online
sry for my childish n sry for everythings
i will fixed a date to yum cha with u after i adjust my mood
stupid me
i hate my self
listen roar kelly soong
i like it so much lol

14-11-2013
valentines again........
today actually im so happy mood coz u all still remember my day n out dinner with me~
really i miss u all love u all n thanks a lot~~
i hope it can maintain n always come out once in a month for meet at special days~
hopefully i can enjoy n our frenship forever
insonmia around three sleep ^^thanks for tonight chat but feel sry to heard ks car kiss avanza~TT

15-11-2013
i sleep late but awake 345 coz i super pain n need take two biji painkiller only can sleep back aroud 445~super san fu n sweat whole body in aircorn room~walao....i know is serious pain if compare to previous ~i know myself better n i know~~is time to go see chinese doctor~~plan mc coz nt enough sleep~~
sms am~
early i wake n plan to go work coz tomoro mmc scare got briefing~^^
super jam n reach outlet edi is one hours after~i go out so late~~plus jam~super regret~~TT
call am~
she say she go by bandar tek coz wan uturn time see jam so she chg way~i uturn down aso cant le~TT
is ok ~jam lol
tired n nt really feeling well~but i wan eat porridge so go out i tell am i drive out~no one wan eat~so ok la,ask am acc me ask her pls go with me then we go buy~yeah
she willing acc me~
but no open~
so eat chicken rice^^haha
consider ok~coz long time no eat n happy

then buy design things~i design n palm ballon with happy mood~love shape~yeah~happy^^

busy n tired but happy^^

16-11-2013
MMC
Early morning i wake up early n prepare myself well~
at last i full make up even my skin allergic
i hope can be more better mbut my left eyes i make an mistake
before apply glue ~i cut a bit short
is ok~~
rush out
110 to my working place
tat day i dream i accident
sometimes i know my dream come true
i dn hope it become true
actually i excited today
really
MMC
six guys n six girls
i hope can see dao leng zai leng lui
coz there r joinning international campus
i hope to see it
really

first sight look at photographer
nice
second see those nice

vinson or winson i saw his smile nice then a voulenteer help me n teach me how to adjust the projecter guy aso super nice n shine
i not dare to face him n see him
six aso nt bad actually
after put fb i mau vote them
haha
but....this is the beginning
after start the talk i be asst n upstairs n downstairs move super tired
even shoes aso she dint wear walao
gek sei me then i have to ass her to do blender n wash n take things wat she need
the talk a while n she fail i think
NVR prepare well n NVR check well before come
but at last it successful so ok la~~
aiyo...really....

but the photographer super leng zai xia n nice ~
but i saw the photo he takes n transfer to company laptop when he capture me do blendend prepare that me look very cha n super ugly
aiyo~~TT

but ok la
nt bad
can see big event

tonight actually got date with kent ...home n fat lang za n home bath n tired
i super headache n cant drive home actually
i hate this feel n only fat myself lang za
i will be ok

but overall eat n yum cha with him ok la
he play phone i play myphone
thx to him
really
nt bad his condition
just so sorry nt ................
sry n thx
be frens really nt bad
try ...thanks
nt to let u treat this meal coz i hope dn own u
thanks
sry to make u pai seh

insonmia even i headache i cant sleep
lol

17-11-2013

Emo moody hyper lazy rolling in my bed
lazy like a pig
no activities
no meet
waste my offday
so see me on dec ba~
soon my one week roadshow
can imagine from tomoro will be super busy
is ok
take a big deep rest
xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang yuan de lu
thx n i like tis sentences actually
just dn hope rest too much
haha
sleep n awake n nvr feel hungry
but at last i wings n faint
i edi know my body
day one edi super pain then day two headache today walao scare die me
fast fast go drink charcoal salt
lucky ok le just whole body pain
walao
i always thinking if i die young
if dead
if i nvr appear is will be better
i last time happy n always positive n i hope i positive
now n recently many ppl say i chg n emo
sry i dn hope to be like this
maybe is far far away
mmaybe should get used
no one forever with u
u aso nt be forever
think deeply n now i was wing
really dn talk much no one know about u~
world...even myself aso dunno myself
i easy to get hurt
easy feel heart pain
i need hug
i nth talk actually
nitex

18-11-2013
现在是怎样腌?
什么和什么啊?
我又做错什么吗？
心情烂透了情绪烂透了
对着电脑原本要post的照片我放弃了
不想碰电话不想让自己受伤感觉很裸很刺很～～～
是我想太多但是没有错？或许回忆能安慰我～

伤感无奈啊

其实今天一早起身还蛮在意的

不过不希望Monday blue ...

微笑努力加油

岂料中午竟然有种被鄙视的感觉很伤心的说

其实我很在意很在意我真的如此信任你们却算了

不想说我真的很伤心真的很痛

昨晚我努力不去思考今天努力做工我需要坚强原本三人后突发事件只是我们两(irene n ice)做工我还突然被要求去mobile roadshow 结果我们还是解决了

问题很多这三天压力会很大我必须努力一定要做到最好当我开始赶工时心跳率有点不正常还好同事午餐提议带我去打包我没有吃过的谢谢ice^^很好吃很值得环境很好哦心情好点了继续努力工作

可惜好景不长在好花不常开我只是说句话算了我昨天的情绪还没平复我在乎的永远比你们想到不同我输了真的输了我好讨厌这感觉既然如此我也无话可说

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

和哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

和哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哭过就好

我很懦弱但我会控制

伤口不会暴露情感依旧因为这一切值得珍惜

我只在乎我在乎的伤了贴屁股了后我还要为此努力选择保留期望不要令我死去那就好了哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈hehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehhehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheheheheheheehhehehehehehe

lol
i will take it serious!!!!!!!!!!
坐在电脑前发呆
想太多七里香听海我的回忆不是我的内伤最熟悉的陌生人我难过伤心的人别听慢歌让我跌倒雨是甜的
忧愁想太多那些年
泪流了我把电话丢了做了一小时其实今天还是头痛的我回家路上脚还抽筋我很累了算了不想了不说了

emo...i know nt good
long time no type emo post?should say always emo?hahahhahahahhahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha

at last shang gan...no feeling wan to post~

nice n i like my lunch ~

fong gong with tears?lol

dream in car?alone?

踩着高跟伪装的独立

such a relax placE.....................................................
repeat n repeat~~
是我想太多
我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

http://youtu.be/kr5PdLWiDFk

19-11-2013

今天真的有惊无险的一天我真的险毁容噢!?～有种吓到了的感觉其实是我当衰还是说我倒霉我真的不知道看到灯掉出来时真的吓了一跳希望拯救它岂料被灯筒敲到头划过自己碎在地上应该庆幸自己没被破了相吓死我了然后昨天又……… 坦白说最近情绪不怎么稳定泪水自然流到眼睛干了告诉自己哭过就好了没事就好了哈哈收到了我定的包包蛮大的有点轻颜色蛮浅的不过还可以原来有种期待得到了也不错哈哈下雨天很塞车下但愿不要常塞车脚麻痹抽筋不好受怕怕了啦整个人蛮辛苦的或许真的如此希望友谊不变

或许真的好希望自己想多了不过不觉得是 .......

坦白说我们明天是否有约？我怎么不见得大家谈论？心累了痛了算了

walao....the lock like that aso spoilt

am i so bad luck?i think so....sad

lunch good?rm10 but x full is small poison

haiz.............

被人冷落责骂的感觉不好真的我累了

越在乎越心痛吧！

总觉得自己最近很倒霉

没有原没有理由没有自我

我

…

明天要一早起身要去载Shernice

我很担心她希望她没事

EL 了一天半家事

但愿没事啦

女人面对问题时束手无策

我绝对了解

淡白说有死过翻身的惊吓后

我似乎没有说的话就认真的做了打了两三天的电话量黑乎乎呵呵算了

哇那么多的电话喉咙都不舒服了

雨天突然响打雷我吓了一跳我车也吓了我知道她响了

我想xinyoulinxì？哈哈哈

20-11-2013

sad case~
today early morning know shernice masuk wad
kecemasan?heart broken
sad
worries her
y so many things happen
dunno what happen to her but really worries
hopefully she nth~

then start work
only me n ice
we try to do on customer n try to work hard to finish all the job this week
then work hard
non stop busy
dn think too much
pursuit myself stop thinking too much
chat with ice
tell her my feel
unhappy feel tell her
sry to force u listen
XD

Fong gong luu...XD

哈哈哈我还是如此天真如此笨蛋如此单纯希望一切会变得美好当一切不经意爆发时或许这就是大家论点不同的时刻我们的无心我们的在意就招咎了这误会的发生打从心底没有那个意思却变得如此 ???？伤心难过无助不想告诉任何人我的感受 maybe sad coz long time frens?在这里或许是最真最真的发泄 ~~你伤害了我还一笑而过 ..........其实刚刚的感觉怪怪的真的

我好难受好cramp ...no WORDS to express the feeling~~

或许这是人生必经的过程我的黑暗我的时间很冷很冷站不稳走不通这就是那种感觉其实很失望不过过去了就让他过去我们明天又会是新的自己晚安