28-05-2013

It was sad~
early morning my asst manager telling us her dad fall motor~infront counter~
her mom chat phone with her n suddenly happened~just few min ago~
it was make her worries n cries~
really ~~

scary~~
rib broken~
my heart pain~
feeling~~
the feeling when listen u aso wanna to cry~
serious case~
she call n call non stop saying ja la...ja la in hokkien very serious~big case meanning la~

then ....she cries n call n call~~
we aso duno what response~
just hopefully nth~~TT

all mood gone~~
my emo getting serios!~~

my aunty last two days fall down after shower at washroom get strok~
at jB when visit her daughter~my uncle cant work n have to take care of her~
my uncle n aunty they staying sg long just go there for visit then this case happen~
cant do anythings~
really~~suddenly~~
very scare~
recently really~~dunno how to said~TT

nth to say ~emo night with lonely song~lol~Stop here~go sleep le~nitex

My Emo Post

actually early morning still ok de~
until noon we chat about vern inhouse~
amy n boss n agm wan buy present n share?
then....
is all about money?
i aso dunno~
all the environment feel like somethings wrong~
after my roadshow i back only first day~
dunno what wrong~
but hopefully everythings ok~

then asst manager ask me fetch go da bao KFC~
again wat we eat last week~
ok la....nt bad la~~
edi fever n take spicy~
tot i will sweat ~but actually nt~~
then clear all the previous balance~
done~
start my work~~
my asst manager aso doing her things~got customer~

after that we online buy groupon~
she non stop ask me use my account~
the problem is i nvr buy before~
then use my debit card?then only they give me back~~
at last my RHB bank i think almost no credit since last time i buy my phone i nvr bank in that bank~around  200 i think clear jor~lol
chg to the cash~
cash easy to spend~lol

 evening time,senior therapist SL got come out n talk with me~
this moment start~i sibeh emo~
emo~tear almost out~
she tell me all the things nt to say all la~
mean got new staff they will like tat~
include last time wat happen on me?
actually i edi very moo....if nt i early resign~
may say from last year sept i edi got heart to resign~
what they did on me~
actually if i nt so friendly nt so kind nt too good with wat ppl ask me do~
they aso thinking how to fire on me~
pity her~
wat she telling wat we thinking in heart~
n wat was happen~
it really make ppl feel cold~really~cold blood~
hell~
scary environment~
she said thinking leave to protect they relationshiop~7years frens~
wat was happen she dint tell me~
just can feel her heart broken~
really~
tear wanna to out~
but i act nth n go inside~
she is the one always protect me even what she said is sometimes really hurt~
i edi get used of all this things~
for me nt really la~
can accrpet le~
growth n work n gain n know what should i do~
be strong n dn put much effort if nt will hurt ~tis is what she telling me~
im so good to say tis is a senior advise~thx for her ~
really~
but dn hope she so fast leave~
maybe i tot i was resign first lol~~
dreaming~
fine~end~~hopefully all emo gone~~

 Then
night time go ikki house take things wan help her post~
her important things~~
after that petrol spend my rm50~then go home~
tomoro need wake early~headache~~
tot to be continue wat i think~but is ok la~tired~~

Tesco Kajang SAT N SUNDAY

25-5-2013 n 26-5-2013
Thx to my partner~
she special come n do roadshow with me~
she left 6 n can fight for 50~
only six n can reach target~~
for me,i edi no target~next month commision will be==50?
around or maybe less that RM 33~lol
no sales~lazy roadshow~
sien~~
in my heart i really so tired~
but we fight more that normal day~
coz i wanna to help her~
so tis two day i stand only~
leg pain~
cold~
here really cold~
whole body pain~
i cant tahan tis aircorn as well~
i know getting sick feel~

sat noon lunch time thx tammie da bao for me nice butter chicken  n onion ginger fish~we share n eat~XD
extra telur dadih~XD
she treat me lunch~she said i help her actually tat customer edi wan i just pass the voucher to her n said tis was last one only~
i fail to help her take money from tat astro indian~she said wan but don pay~just cheat my partner~pity her~she tot she wan n keep it~TT

after tat night time she bring me go a thai tom yam place~
nice aso~the baby kai lan n sotong kunyik n telur dadih n paprik really nice~
she special treat me dinner n console each other we need to fight~we can do it~
coz her mom no cook n my house no rice for me~then sweet n warm dinner with her~thx to her~really~
beside tat yumi sophia~she is the one i feel warm n close with her~
tat day AU2 aso she nvr think then buy the voucher with me~acc me go~sweet to have her~thx 


after yesterday she console~today fight n get more ~hopefully she can get the 3 n hit 50~
thx god~
got customer buy two edi~another one is last min n she hit~
really happy for her~even tis two days i no sales but i no sales with happy~


go home,whole body pain~feel heat~take ah bi measure heat de,i got 38.5 is fever i think~tat y i whole body pain~painful~~

tomoro go back outlet~hopefully this two medicine ok>?
take it now n sleep~good night~~

Tesco Kajang 23-05-2013 Day 2 ALONE

Today a bit bit rush~
yesterday my car go inside a big hole~ 
somethings wrong with my car~
dad ask me drive myvi today~
thx~

then reach there i park infront~ppl is family car park i edi late just stop n park ~lol
then i rush n go~
saw the guy i saw a day before~then he say just sharp~if not kena saman lol
i smile n say ya la~lucky~
then start do sales~his partner come~n he go usj9~
he non stop say very jam~ask me to acc him eat at food court~
i reject~
just knew u a while i wont waste time n wont eat with stranger even i x eat i aso wont lo!~
my problem getting serious~
my emotion~
dunno y will emo coz last night case~
scare my car anytrhings happen~
dunno dad repair how much?scare~
no money~lol
sure more that 200~in my heart i know~
less commision cant fight somemore n tis month edi over budgert~
buy this n that~inhouse n gathering n spend high cost~i edi paid half for bro intake~heart pain my last RM100~i sure tis month no saving jor~haiz


noon got chat with sweeties~really touch n sweet to have her~
thx god for giving me good gang n good sister~
in my life got them edi enough~sweet to have them~tomoro nt able to join them~sad~TT

really emo~~lucky got chin come visit me n having dinner break with me~sweet talk~
really time not enough for us~thx sweeties~love u~warm hug~~XD
mood terus happy~~even powerbank spoil after lchin drive back i home powerbank normal le~thx to sweeties~hopefully all good things come tuo u too ^^

Tesco Kajang Roadshow 1st day~

210513

Alone roadshow~
early morning go there~
the management said cant put banner~ask me close it~
then start my daY~
sebelah astro is a 20yearsold guy~
chat with him~then he half day mc~
then a indian~got chat a ehilw ~roadshow always know ppl by sebelah booth if that ppl is kind n friendly~lol
normally at tesco i only know astro~dn like to know the others stall ppl even thy are chinese~
i tell someone~recently i scare ppl~
dunno y~~
19 may the patung 101 add my fb n inbox chat with me~
ern~how to describe i aso dunno~~
feeling like he interest me?
i think too much?maybe~~
so just ignore him~fu him a bit ~i think i reply way~i trying to hide all topic about me~lol

then play phone~whole day stand n play ohone~n serve customer~
got a customer throw my leaflet in front me~hurt n sad~TT
work is like that~life full of challenge~
no sales~9pm~asst manager call~i tell no sales~then ot til 9.30 ~aso no sales~TT
i try my best~
then she ask y ppl yesterday got three~n u no sales~
fate~~
AGM will call me tomoro~fine~TT
sien~~nitex~~

Au 2 roadshow last day~~

Yesterday got help to hold tat 101 hair care patung~~
today when i reach here,he come n say thx to me~
拍拍我的肩膀～毛手毛脚的感觉，这里走过去后回来又拍我另一边叫我加油～
很恶心的感觉，或许是陌生人吧？所以很不习惯～自然从心底反感这个人～
maybe just the feeling la~
then he ask me to help like a page ~i like ~then less talk with him~i wannna to fight coz last day here~
stand for whole day n looking my partner get more n more~
she really geng~
suddenly i saw a cloud~
i start to emo~
very hard to do sales~~
i know~office will compare our performance~
ignore it~
just relax~~
but wanna to cry out when i serve more tat ten no one will buy~
then many ppl aso i cant get sales~
wat a sad case~lol


just soat thoar~more worst ~
tea break~go old town with my partner together~thx to her a lot~
she telling me real story n ask me be happy n positive~
be happy better~^
thx to her~
night time a lot jam~
we jam three days~pity her n really thx to her alot~thx~~
sweet to have partner like her~~

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Au2 Roadshow ~DAy 2

Walao~~
Early morning cant wake up~~
after one day roadshow i become very tired~~
what i do is quickly go bath n make up~going to be late~
heavy rain when we on the way to MRR2~
pity my partner~
she said she sunday need alone here so she fetch me~thx a lot~really~~
sweet feel~
suddenly feel got ppl fetch to work aso sweet~~
坚强久了自然累了需要被人疼的～
但不表示软弱～i just wanna to take a breath~
really so tired n always nt feeling well~whole may nvr take Mc but actually nt feeling well~really!~

Actualy i work roadshow really hardworking~~but it just no fate~no sales~~
oops~4got aunty jenny msg~she wanna let me know her son~then i ok lo~~
just tell her recently i really busy~then close topic~know more frens lo~aunty wan rec then just be frens lo~~
if i nt mistake my dad aso tries to rec a guy for me when i form 4~

go trip langkawi with tat uncle family~tat time daddy rec with funny n make we two shy~
but tat just go for trip after tat dint contact~~
actually i got many aso just few time n close file automatic ~lol 
tat y less frens n sry aso~better dn wan~seriously~
now nt really got time to think about it~need work hard get a better future~

today sales my partner got four n finally i got one facial voucher~
this month my first sales~lol
thx god~~