Roadshow at Cheras Selatan

22-10-2013

last day roadshow n last fight for this month
hopefully i can get 19 pcs in three days
yuan ben still tian zhen de thinking maybe boleh

Early morning roselind wechat n tell me we in the middle the booth n got  london new york n mayfair etc~
i know i cant le~really~
sien~~
after that i try to get sales~but when reach time i edi know the location hard to do sales~but no choice!~just try my best~
at last we request jual rm 10 la drop price la reduce become facial rm 30~ok ok lo~
still hard to buat sales

first day stand so long n very tired~really tired~no sales~

23-10-2013
know many friends today~overall nty bad~haha
nice girls nice to know new frens but just rs frens~
hopefully got chance to meet again~
i know the london new york skin promoter~her name is qing~
early two days birthday ~same is scorpian~
but our character nt same with actual scorpian should have~
she aso positive n night time emo~
but nice~we look alike many~haha
she is so cute n nice n friendly~
first n second day only we can hug n talk n support each other~
difference company n sales same things but still can be good~
enjoy today work but really tired n only got three sales n tammie get 18 in a days~
really god
really geng
but all get many sales only me
i nt tat luck ~
really~
she is one customer sit n talk n talk long time n get sales n rec many ppl come~so good can have tis kind of customers~~
haha

tired n fall sick again
i know i rs then sick de
serious headache n leg pain~
tomoro last 
hehe
dn dream better
cant sleep coz sick
stress over


24-10-2013 

Last day lo...
qing off today
then i sot sot with zoe~xD
haha
no sales until 8~
stress
headache
over
at last lucky n thx god~
but stand for whole day really tired~
got new show girls
nvr have chance to sit
this rs is the most san fu n  never sit de rs
haiz...
so san fu but cant fight~
heart die~
i know nt good to see the two showgirls n promoter like that
but they two so pelik feel
make us let management complain
cant sales n kejar customer lol
haiz
last day ada tiga n very mian qiang to get it~
thx god~
faint~
really faint~

san fu

25-10-2013
back to outlet
first day back outlet almost late
headache
san fu
with colleaugue ok lo~
then try tie nice hair but am complain too childish n i open~
cant ikat two~TT
then become one n apply eyeslash~
xD
OT~
my am get sales customer our princess sign 9k n get a DKNY watches coz we doing open day today~
so good the customer~so rich n am really geng~
then late i 8.15 only home~
bath n go out with yumi

go sit Ferris Wheel
幸福摩天轮only~we chat a qwhile then capture photo
long time no capture photo le feel dunno how to face
aiyo
so ugly photo~!~
but after sit 幸福摩天轮 we x walk around terus go eat ice n supper~
consider supper gua~
dah late dah
chat n chat
after see 11pm we change place~
outside my house de mamak n drink super vomit de carrot milk n apple juice
this mamak no roti canai de only seafood n goreng food
so we just drink but x nice at all~
after that chat n chat she maybe tak jadi go le~
i telling her i mau go~
haiz...
dunno la

after she fetch me home i emo
haiz...
sien


26-10-2013
eyelash day!~hard to apply!~
then tonight got dinner twim baby birthday~
then am go back early
boss n amy come~
stress~~
then busy
i help to put slimming amp~
ok ok la
suddenly someone ask me about make up on annual dinner~
i really dunno~
i wan high salary~
i wan stable~
i telling no need gua~coz i wan resign soon~
but many ppl telling cny got bonus
i dn think got much~
really~
dunno ar~TT
sien ar~
emo to think this~
i mau lari dari this question
i cant answer
i dunno wat i need
i need someone i believe n guide me?
i need take a deep rest
i need>
hugs

i no way no direction no ideas
i was confuse n thinking if i dead nth to worry
i stress over lazy dn wan to do anythings
dn wan to move
sick n headache no feeling wan eat
but got friends say i fat le?
look teruk my skin now
eyes swollen
tonight x make up
terus drink jor one big glass wine
then go home
x ada social with boss
lol
haiz
sien
nitex...
eat n eat souvenir from swee ling
i like it so much
nice
XD
happy~
XD
warm she take care me~thx to her
photo with her she too sexy~belum whatapps to her
XD


27-10-13
if i sleep jor x tau wake up then good le~
i ada communicate pun sikit
i dah x mau tell many 
i dah x tau mau cakap apa
i wake n lazy 
x mau facial le
x go massage le
mau cut hair
then go out 
go bath
shitx car
go repair
but the worst is after repair i go pudu then bunyi again
my rm150 
oh gosh
i hate it
mean useless
change things but maybe nt that spoilt~
shit
geram
tears out
then wan spend money enough
go buat hair treatment
RM100 
yeah spend money all money go n hapyy~shit
moody tot will be leng hair
after that ok la
x ada think de perfect
sien
jam
rain
drive x secure
x dare 
alone emo
sien
lonely 
scary
sometime maybe alone more better
dn wan show my weakness
i still are the me
now
headache
xiang disappear jor 
tat day edi xiang
no one care 
no one will un
no one willing to know about it
the real in the world is if u ada ability u win
nt?i apa apa pun bukan
i dah tau i x blh buat apa
i manyak sakit hati dah tau many 
with work i ...
heart dah x tau go where

i mau interview on 301013
but i x prepare apa apa
need photo
half n full
x ada
lol     

Melaka TRIP~

Thx to Sophia 
9-10-2013
HaPPY onE DAyss TriPSS~~

from last time we r planning to go Malacca on oct as one day trip
then she borrow her dad car n fetch us~
yumi throw plane on us~TT
yuan ben plannning is cancel le de
but we sad n stress so we on it
day trip but i happy~
really thx a lot to her
whole day fetch us~
long time no ppl fetch me le~
i really enjoy n relax
just cant eat anythings
after eat chicken rice i start feel stomach ache~
streess over until my time cant pass n period cant out~
walao...super uncomfortable~
dunno eat wrong things or too tired i super pain n boh mood walk
sun hot !~walk around~
but less capture photo
maybe nt really close with sophia frens n her sister
just walk at behind alone~
but overall is nice trip~
yuan lai let ppl fetch is sweet n relax de
i xiang ada orang fetch le
xiang xia only
TT
nice feel~not bad~reset myself~XD

TT

《一封写给自己的信》    
     看了心酸          　　
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From my frens there see dao...I should learn it...I should be strong 

Before I masuk keep slim tis  company I won't easy cry 

I remember I was strong n always niao ppl only...now I become very bad 

No attitude at all 

Since when I become like that 

I should be back myself 

But 

I can't make it 

Cry n cry 

Tears out 

Non stop feeling Im so weak

Last time I won't like that de 

Dunno wat going wrong 

I really hate myself 

I hate tis feel 

Emo~

随着时间的流逝 大家渐渐的长大了

随着日子的过去 我们渐渐的都变了

随着繁忙的人生 大家各自有了圈子

随着我们的成长 人会变心会变甚至

随着大家的圈子 自然就会少了联系

随着剧本的发展 我发现我真的伤了 

不要抛弃我 我或许不好不够精

至少我还是那个我 我就是我不变的

那个充满我的我啊

emo ing~TT

不是害怕孤独只是不够勇敢

不是不能独自一人 是害怕不敢接受

孤单是要很大的勇气 这难道不是吗 

习惯性的有了你们 有了依靠才坚信

这世上美好的一切 有你们就足够了

感性了点点 今夜的风很冷突发启感

 

女人 一个人时总会胡思乱想伤心的

我就是这么一个缺乏安全感的人啊

需要一个拥抱 朋友代表一切人生路

陪伴最重要吧 表面说没事努力隐藏

心里暗自忍受伤感 因为我看见了那

一线的 我们

 

 

其实自己发现自己的人事问题 苦恼

我不会和人沟通 以上的自己 欠扁~

文字是我能表达的一些些 情感问题吧?

无聊之作 请无视我 不要可怜同情我

我没事的～晚安

 

 

 

 

walao.....when i blur n emo wat i type i really dunno~

but really mine feeling~

i need a hugs~

i wanna a big hugss pls~

 

 

Alamanda OCT 13 Roadshow~

 Roadshow Alamanda Day ONE

walao...long time no go alamanda but first day wat i get is 0~

No sales~

stress~~

show nth~cant say anythings~~TT

at least i go drink starbucks~over stress nt good~

tomoro fight lo~

boh mood but i ok~

 

 

 

Roadshow day 2 -Alamanda,putrajaya

My roadshow luck 

Yak shit la

From first day I can't hit sales 

No sales wor...whole day no sales...sien die 

Today is my second day...

Result til now still the same 

I can't accept this result 

Normally I serve n they listen will buy voucher from me 

But now ...

Ask n go 

Tears out

Always stress n tension coz it

No sales

Since I work keep slim I got roadshow I can kuat makan tapi x gemuk especially kg saya...

I mau fat kg but become flabby lol...

Tummy only

Haiz 

Just now I serve a facial aso dn wan buy

Serve many customer but no sales

All got sales only me

Sad

I dah off my data n stand here work serious around two hours but no one buy no one take my leaflets no one listen me ...emo 

Tears out no mood n lazy to serve 

Tired after stress 

This job is nt easy to work

I know it since 2012.07.15

After work keep slim x sampai one week I Terus keluar roadshow n second day roadshow coz sales kena marah then i know n in fact I know is not easy to work roadshow 

I tahan jor one years plus 

Every month at least one roadshow 

I ingat I dah biasa 

Actually is Keras tahan 

I Xiang resign

Xiang jor long time

Not dare 

I Xiang print out my resign letter long time

Think real n deeply I x blh x Ada work after resign

At last I apa apa pun x dpt buat

Dah bulan 10 ...u kena tau apa u nak

Betul 

X Ada orang dapat Bantu u 

Ah moi

Duduk sekejap rasa pening dah ...sakit mata dah

I ...dah ...letih ...betul betul  should stop it

 

 

Day 3 Roadshow Alamanda

 

today?consider ok?TIRED~

early morning i wake up n go back outlet~help am

coz am manager meeeting

then vern baby check up

then ice n a new staff

new therpaist~ST

i first time saw her

nth to talk

just normal

then ....

in stock zap things n mai delievery lunch box to kajang

then go fetch TAmmie n go alamanda~~

 

totally no break time~tired~i no mood n sleepy~

eyes dry~~

but have to work~haiz....

roadshow til tonight edi mau pengsan~got two Bust voucher~really thx god~

thx to Tammie~she really geng day day 5 or 5 or 8~

Day day 8voucher~geng~~

 

i was lucky today~blur n tired~

but dn wan sleep sin~

saw someone leave msg on my moment~then i go wechat him

xD

chat n release stress a bit~

i like dome coffee~really x feel hungry~

thx for caring me~a frens nt always chat nt always meet but nice to chat~

just normal chat n he dunno i stress n i feel relax to chat with him~

then he wan sleep le~

then i dream on sofa~

i lazy move

 

 

4-10-2013

Day 4~Alamanda~

thx Tammie mom fetch to work n Tammie BF  fetch to home~

nice P car~nice n relax~

thx

salss?so bad~

push myself til end of time~

like whole body pain~sick soon~~TT

tired~~

no mood

emo

sad

haiz..

fine~

dn think too muchh~~

recently less noti~less chat

 

 

Roadshow Day 5 Alamanda

 

Today shift alone

work alone~SAD~~~

alone lonely n more stress

i so sad~~i cant get sales~TT

brunch time eat more~one ppl eat two meals~

crazy~

emo~~

my sales ar~yuan ben get de pun x dpt~FZXX~~

so tired~no feeling wan to talk~~TT

 

 

Roadshow day 6~

walao~boss come~~i sit n eat tutti fruit at counter~

fxxx~~@@

then when i dah tired i sit down then boss pass by~Amy ask me y no add on sales~

super stress~

this feeling i cant express out cant tell cant explain~

i need a hugs

i over stress~

no sales i will dying~

really dying now~

i scare~

sry n feel wan resign~

then boss still treat us to eat mahanttan fish~TT

Amy n boss bungkus come~TT

so stress~san fu

no one un my feeling now

no feel wan tell ppl

sad

emo

lock myself

emo~

nitex~

i edi few day night jump up coz cant sleep well n scare

i dah mau crazy~

cant fall on sleeep~

 

 

Roadshow Day 7~Alamanda

 

Last day le~

Finally~~YEAH~~

go eat madam kwan with Tammie~

last day eat gou gou~eat MEWAH a bit~enjoy~

but sales?fine la~suan ;a

dn think too much~~but heart stress

act nth~~

show nth~~

be happy~~

but...until last all got sales only me then i stress le~

haiz....

say dn stress is tipu myself de~haha

haiyoo~~

then suddenly saw my wechat~sweet~~

warm #happy #touch #lovely #Smile #thankful

sometimes really happy coz someone remember me n take care me

thx for chat with me fun n warm n sweet

thx very much~

after got one voucher

then my colleaugue help me~

thx to Tammie~

thx a lot~

i feel happy n great to have partner like her  really thx

last n great experience we sent the voucher to customer house

the customer stay banguolo~IOI resort ~nice~big house~LOT 11~thx to kak a lot

thankful to everything~

i own more that 20 only hit target~

tammie need 8more edi 50 voucher~

really good in rs~luck good n nasib~

so good ~if i can then good le~hopefully i can hit target ~

dreamming~soon got rs at cheras more susah place ~like scary ~

i scare to work rs le~TT

heart die

heart pain

stress!~TT

nitex but cant fall asleep

August 22

今天我和swee ling相依为命一个早上～
janice回HQ meeting~
一早我就到公司了～
然后她就有问我昨晚怎么样啊～
就聊天然后我真的被KC 的emoji吓到了～
现在的他 有点恐怖
昨晚看戏我们什么也没说啊
都静静的

我还特地戴着眼镜看戏～
没有特别
janice sit infront de couple sit~vern nt feeling well din join~
then me n swee ling one couple sit~then beside me is KC n His frens~
then start movie~i still press my phone~dint talk with him~when otw walk in to the cinema~even walk behind aso dint talk~nth to talk~
lol
then watch drama~non stop eat my popcorn~even with swee ling aso i diam n watch~
serious last night is i long time ago x step in cheras selatan de tgv~last edi few years ago~i remember last time with harry watch movie here~but tat time ok~
with tis macam pelik~nvm just normal fren watch ok la~n is my first time watch mv with janice n swee ling~
farewell~~TT
before movie start we eat lao you gui gui~then only buy popcorn de~
then hor he call me ask at where then meet i terus give back rm48 to him~then my am ask him just finish work ar?dah sampai lama ar?we sure we reach sin~XD
then i press my phone~nth pun press x lepas~lol
thx for wechat chat~then only i happy~i can laugh sendiri with phone compare to nth talk~lol
then hi n bye~in cinema he just ask me y i wear spec only~is a funny question lo~
lol

then swee ling tis morning ask me got feel or nt~look nt bad de~diam diam n good guy lo~
if ok mai try har lo~yesterday help u see jor ~ok de~u nvr try nvr know~she tell me maybe he fan xia fan xia u get used jor then x blh x ada line leh~i say no lo~even last night msg i pun x reply~really so sry~i nt sengaja~i know he say good night n put sticker~i morning see his msg only reply~good morning~
i dn hope to waste ppl time~for chase me is nt worth~serious~he can get a beetter~

swee ling non stop dn un y i look down myself~
i telling nt~just a feeling~she still ask me apa zaman~
we first time deep talk~
only we two~i tell her all my feel~long time no ppl chat deeepp til tis ~really~i need ear n listen me talk~
maybe too busy le~i miss my leng leng~i tell mai her~all i love de frens all in my heart things~actually she worry after she resign my work will be heavy n she say anythings can wechat her~
she really so good so many ideas n suggest me n telling her experiance to me~
so like her~y she resign~tomoro n sat is i last to meet her~she until 30-8-2013 but 26-30/8/13 i fully roadshow~canty meet her~sAD
really~bu she de~TT

then got tell sebelum ini de hal la,got tell out n she yuan lai protect me many things~xiang cry ~tears xiang out le~i know somethings~
n here i know she is the one good n heart really good from last time she edi make me gan dong~
i remember i last year birthday she make me cry aso~in phone~she play me~in the end we chat n tell out somethigns i feel so sad~it worst feeeling~but today my data really cant use ~even i home my wifi pun x blh connect dunno wat wrong~yesterday i miss adrian tot can watch tonton but my phone really x blh pakai~TT
so cant use~a while ada a while cant~sien jor~
on pc n listen sound of silence~then blog~
somethings i need talk out but nt write here~
im so sad~today 1000am i edi chg my passcode of phone~the time i chg is my passcode~
i dn feel like tell them the new passcode~
im so sad~tat y last time they say i still got things to keep secret~
原来单单打打就是为了这个
v that day edi i know she is wat type ppl aso~i know is good~but....somethings i cant accept~TT
心碎了
原来信任真的不值～
算了～
过去就算了
不要再想了
sifu刮痧后告诉我不要执著
要放开
我的心那天挂到那么红那伤都没有哭
原来身体的痛跟心灵的痛比不算什么
我告诉自己不能心疼
要爱自己多一点
做人模模糊糊过就好了
刚好moment有人post 一片看了心疼心酸的有意思的对白
～
我会的
可是现在想起心有作痛
我很怕会死

swee ling还说敢干去
想做什么去试试没有试过不知道
乘年轻想怎样就怎样
不然老来后悔～
+if tis job really cant earn money i stay here for?
is truw~i should think deeply~
now~~actually i dunno wat i need~i confuse~


today after am meeting back alot of work to do~now actually i headache~just now dn feeling wanna to sleep then listen tis song n blog~one hours pass like tat~~
tot open email to read blog but no that mood~wanna to delete it after read~
thx for advise ~i know wat to do~
really .....blur~nitex

July~~finally july come~XD

七月了
我不停的告诉自己忍耐忍耐七月份就好
一切会有定点，我做了一年一切为的就是这一个月～
我等你很久了～
昨天和他们出去喝茶没有join movie~
mood tired n nt really wan sit inside cinema n some emo~
last time de me sure wont reject de but today heart really i feel i cant~body weak~sick mood~
never get well n body condition~
old?tired?no mood~san fu~those feeling before i outing~
after i out wendys with them~all here~n our ypang work jor one month~time pass very fast when i was work all study~when i still working n never get wat i wan even saving nt much~all start work~my salar still maintain low~TT

好不容易可以说是公司在一年内帮我存了2k~虽然没有想到自己居然熬过了
在还没有confirm前我已经有做不下去的理由想法
和同事有摩擦 不知怎么觉得被正对老是挨骂
我永远不会忘记 我第一场roadshow 被骂后哭了 再那时我真的决定不要做了～
怎么知道我还是留下了
回想起是被骂一周年，7月10日？还是11日～
～fishdie 死我了~
bad memrory~很好的经验第三份工对我而言正式算工的～做一个礼拜就被骂不会忘记的～
现在可以说一年后大家的关系才好了他们也坦承过当初不希望多一个人～也对啦做工啊～
我为人直直的我知道会得罪到同事就像四月那个月我们的关系我足足瘦了1plus kg~lunch pun boh eat~那时候我没有怎样只有默默伤心～我可以怎样一定要忍～
回想起一切 我熬过一切 我壮如牛的说～哈哈哈～
七月了～
我总于等到了～
亲爱的大家我们七月见～
随心的！～不要有roadshow~lol
finally~~
i got my way~can say wan or nt~after it i will think deeply~now ~i aso nt yet get anythings~so wait n wait~hopefully tis month can get~~



July 2~Janice tis is the photo of my agreement~thx~love u~pls help me o~
she say will try n ask~tomoro manager meeting~thx

but some of them say boss will say tnc de~dunno y feel hati tak tanang~~

tomoro will msg n remind~TT
July should be a happy month~
this month if able n i got free i will day day type an essay here~blogger~
if nt only moment i edi happy~pos things~share wat happened on me~~


July 3 /manager meeting~
i have to do many things today~
sleepy can nap a while~~
waiting n waitng~tonight go aunty house~
aunty-cleaner daughter married~~
my asst manager after meeting then come back tell will tell me later then start briefing us~
then go bath n go aunty house~
i feel sejuk than air~lol
colleague aso said like tis~sad~~TT
emo~
emo~~
hope~~~
all gone~~wtfbbq~
lol
go aunty house~see the function~visit aunty house~how they make up n jalankan ucapan n the way siram air kelapa minyak or somethings~inside many food~all prepareing~
i have no feeling~on the way go time pun i x ada follow they car~just follow my heart n go~lost~~turn in taman~a bit scare de i know coz u never turn here~but at last turn n turn i call swee ling n vern~telling i lost they say they aso searching~aunty tell after sg ramal there turn in see canopy then reach lol~
ok la...saw 3688 jw car then folloe n i reach~
finally~~a while then they eat karipuf or wat de i no mood~go home~~angpao is rm100
~~follow majority n give more to aunty we know aunty spend a lot at her daughter wedding n we sayang aunty~
i glad to say after tis work i no need mop no need sapu lantai lap cermin no need wash toilet~iknow aunty here one day one hours cleaning salary only rm400 plus she go kajang only rm800 ~actually now salary like tis really nt enought tat y aunty old jor still need gotwo three diffrent place do cleaning~n tis aunty realy good la~
asst manager rm 350 vern rm300 sl rm250 i think~tat day say de~i terus terang only rm100~
lol


4july
emo~moody~dn wan to wake u p~我终算得到了交代 不一定圈数
看表现 老板娘还否认说irene有的meg?
对于这一切我死心了
曾经我很努力的为roadshow fight n fight~fight sales~roadshow target~wan let amy confirm me i go ts roadshow n fight one day 20 voucherr~i get it~
fight for confirm then after that chg commission~then less n less~per month got min 20 only got allowance~chg again become one month kena ada lima puluh~
really wtfbbqklfrklfjdhjgjkgsdjkdgjdfgjhgdfjjilakaaaacilakalol~tataluhjfkhjjkfjnhdfjfdjkjklpok~
我越想越多越不服气 闷闷地没有胃口没有心情～
swee ling问我我说想走～原因是不公平不守信用 虽然没有付出很大心血哦可是不甘心～
i hate tis feel~boh mood work~sleep ~~lol


5July
Blue friday~i think tis week boh roadshow~office x call~x arrange~as usual~~after tat nth special

6July
CC come~boh mood~
as usual~nth to type here~~
just on Pc n happy sunday come~~
tomoro go movie~yea~with my dear leng leng~XD
suka~~with them then only i happy~~


7JULY
HAPPY SUNDAY
~SWEET DAY~~
CHATTING ENJOY WARM LOVELY DAY~
yea~~
early go jin house n go klcc~then movie~bananassssssssssssss~XD
after that klcc lunch~yea~~sushi king~~
after that walk around~dinneer~~jin favourite toys banana~XD
mcd ampang~ks fetch~sweet~~
only my gang i suka let them fetch n fetch them~lovely sunday~
then sweeet talk~~happy moment~enjoy~~KLCC~~i drive there~yea
feel wan ye po~~XD
with them n drunk one time~XD


8JULY
normally after meet them then can hyperactive~haha
work~~
as usual~call customer~~
then courier service doc~~etc~~okok~~
after that normal job!~
fong gong~happy

9July~~
actually nt much special~my job lo~~
sometimes think dao my job very sien~
follow my 2k~she said august wor~~
sien~~

10JULY
Puasa~
yea~~
go manicure~
blue colour~chg mood~
happy
suke~~yea
really chg mood~
when i back to outlet office boys come~i tell i go see pasar ramadan open or nt~lol
thx jw them~
happy~she let me go out~thx
happy~~enjoy~~

11JULY~
Ramandan~tot we go pasar ramadan~but x go~many things wan do~envelop~
raya cards~start~~

write 500 sin~waWAWAwa..........xD
manys~~


12july~
Happy friday~
tonight go out celebrate sophia birthday~yea~~happy~~^^
haha~
i drive~we go mines~~yea~~three sister gai gai~~long time x ada gathering togehter~sweet^^
happy~lama x ada out~sad case~~since she work here more hard to out~lol
wrong intro gua~off day x ngam~
lucky got yumi~XD

day day friday pun dating~suggest a day~yea~happy~thx~
yumi come out yum cha at mamak with me only go home~
coz too early~~lol
we two get used late home~
maybe same area gua~lol
warm feel~thx ~~


13JULY
sat~work~
stress~~
tired~~call n call file~write n write~many things do feel~~lol
thx for da bao me nasi lemak~thx to lovely colleague~
AGM tell me she rec me a guy ask me on fb n accept~
ok~acceprt le frens request~she help me to press de lol~~
she tell me is good guy below 30 n single n got background etc~~
okok~know a new frens ok la~XD


14JULY
Happy Silver Valentine~
love all my leng lengs n sweeties~
lucky i got u all~~many happinest with u all~~
my blog non stop all emo things!~finally got happy appear~but dint transfer photo~if can i wan post n post many photoss of day here~lovely day~

is time to sleep~active^^


15July
monday blue,,,,,,,,,,
blue blue~
become sunshine morning~
nt bad days~
view nt bad xia~sky was blue~lol
8864 got adrian~
tonton.com~
at counter~~
happy~~XD

i easy to happy~after meet u all can maintain happy n hyper mood~~XD
cubic aso active~XD
suka cubic suka wechat~thx u all chat with me~lovely~~
if one day no one reply me i will sad sad de~six sense dao lol~~TT
think too much~老是觉得自己不配拥有幸福
害怕大家离开自己
太幸福的我要珍惜always emo think tis~sad~~
night time easy emo~lol

16July
yea~~happy day~campaign~
pnc tim~~
but is really happy~~yahoo.....freedom~
yea~~lovely~XD
all things can solve~lol

but a bit emo~thinking somethings~nitex time de me always like tat~fine lol~~
dn wan type here~~coz one years le...i scare....i ............................................

17July
daddy cook somethings for me~lol
thx daddy~~
i know i nt feeling well~~i know body condition bad~thx daddy~
heart nt feeling well~~say wan go check but scare lol~~
today tired~dn type much here~nitex

18July
mcd breakfast ~
asst manager sms jio breakfast~
go prima saujana~then she say no toys then she go bangi n ask me go warta there~
so i go there n queue~
when i reach i stand n queue in front of me got a guy~wearing rain coat~then ask me wan wear or not his motor got one scared me~
call jw ask where jor~they ask me queue sin coming~they go punch card~
yea~fast fast take my umbrella i got my umbrella every where~lol
then he bored coz haven open yet so keng gai with me~i just smile n answer few~he telling mana de x ada mana all queue tis n that~i tell ok la~i nt reaally crazy for tis he say he crazy~then last few aso ada collect i smile i queue for asst manager~
when they come asst manager bring big umbrella enough for three~then ask me go inside wait~she queue~then me n swee ling stand n wait~many ppl come~the guy chat with her~she call us~then we three stand there n play phone togheter~lucky got data~got phone~hhahha
sweet morming start~yea~~
breakfast togehtrer then treat aunty eat~haha
ha[ppy

gossip togehter moment reaally enjoy~tanggal coat with them~i sudah like frens with them if not i not dare only wear tube gua~maybe alll ladys n i learn some habits from them:?lol
XD

19July
dating with yumi~sweet~~yea~bought a clothes~
i suka~~the materials~wear=no wear~telling yumi when trying!~
tengok feel suka~then buy lo~
suka hati~
coz long time no buy things n cloths~jumpa a short boots~
rm59.90~but four inc~lol
x blh la~TT
give up lo~~x mau le~
haiz...
wan go gai gai with leng lengs when august take money~boots~yea~bag~happy~~
at last we two yum cha n enjoy~paparich non stop crazy photosssss~enjoy night~XD

20July~
outlet~~
tomoro meet leng lengs jogging~excited~today just work ba~
gambateh~~no chance reply~a bit busy~TT

when go home saw monkey~walaooooo~~scare me~

21July
Happy jogging day~615 wake~wechat sweeties~
then prepare n out~
yea~
we three jogging~first time~happy~~yea
sweat~happy~yea~
suka the feeling~
after jogging go breakfast~if week week like tis i sweet bao~happy~suka~warm~XD
melaka trip?excited~yea~~suddenly keng dao~wat ever~on~unpaid gua~haha
try ask yp plan~haha
lunch
nice~enjoy~
after lunch facial~enjoy~nt bad~relaz~XD
thx sl~~book sin lo 9/8 massage~maybe lai ye~lol
see how sin ba~XD

home~warm~
sweet~
happy~


22July super busy~raya card~wa....many need rush~~
after done tired~~heart really nt well~
scare i die early~thinking too much?over stress?rush dao no time go toilet aso~
first time so rush~TT
life~................
dn wa type here~dunno how to say~emo emo~~suan le...no one can help me aso~
tomoro roadshow le~~

23July
FRee calender inside got voucher pun x ada orang mau~
hard to buat sales~cold~san fu~~
asst manager call tomoro ot~wan done all raya cards~she go hq meeting dunno ada kena marah tak?sales x hit target~TT
nt much special~streess a lot ~boh mood type~lol
nitex


24July
All raya cards~done by today~ 1246 all mau done~
at last we done~8plus ~then mcd dinner~after that queue for minion~happy thrusday~原来有些满足感虚荣感是这样的~1st n 2nd so good feel~~haha
me n asst manager at here from just now looking fo ppl wen got ppl come we look n look~haha~no one queue yet~nine plus she go outside n sit~waiting to queue~then ada orang come she go infront tell the guy she queue here~then after i go toilet i pun start queue~hahah~good experiecne~satisfierd~enjoy~~with her capture photo~then she play her phone i play my phone~data~enjoy~lucky ada power bank~
she play til no battery le~super many ppl~telling swee ling~
she queue with her bf at seremban~haha~
then she telling me got reporter go there so many ppl go there~haha
then non stop wechat~yea
happy n feel excited~maybe coz queue first gua~x ada collect feel~just feeling syok~ikut angin ~the feeling gua~
0000 edi queue dao mana~x tau x blh explain~then we 1145 take jor number n order n donate or not~so we non stop capture photo~first time with my asst manager~haha~~ok ok la~happy~she most excited~i excited coz can watch liu zong yi lol~the manager chg ntv 7 to me~hahappy~XD
that y i enjoy tonight~only me n asst manager~n be the first n second~haha~most excited n capture photo~inside eating de customer pun ask us~so crazy i say ok ok la~my asst manager start explain n telling all the collection for son n she like aso~xD
then finish nuggets ~we go home~we park at drive thru there~susah mau out~stupid volswagen x mau let me out~cemburu i dapat beli~lol
my asst maager gan gan go~then i wan go time he move infront~non stop pijak minyak tekan minyak telling u i boh song~i aso very niu niu de~but he mati pun x mau reverse car let me go~
then i wait him go infront more bit bit~he ada space can move de he dn wan~then i scold inside my car~after that wira go infront only tis guy go infront a bit~my turn gan gan chu~very very 0.05pplus only near his ekor~i aso adjust n thinking wont langgar gua~scar a bit x apa lol~but i see dao is ok de~he super scare n look n look~i minyak n go~haha~
all ppl queue til long long part~i can back le~the feel syok~sudah crazy gila~XD
happy~lol

good night~telling mumy~she lol~~then i go sleep le~XD


25july
saman leh~
at kajang pun blh kena saman leh
then budak motor accident~
scare me ~~
reeally~hati i still x tenang~
heart nt really feel ok~
sei lo~
how ?wat wrong with me~
saman lucky got janice ~she take to her husband ask her husband help me paid~
really thx to her~~

26July
roadshow tesco~
no ppl
no sales~
sien~~
TT
got know a leng lui~ok la~
she come n talk with me~hong ting ting~
fb very leng~after make up really lain~~
all boys like tat type gua~~
the make up n her stlye~
wa...sweet look la leng look la~
n she say bf is model~so good~~
lucky she come n talk with me ~if nt aso sien~
cold~no customer
~~wuwuwu........very hard to do sales at tesco~really
somemore is holiday lagi susah~
then.......friday night yum cha~
with my chan look~after work terus go paparich prima saujana~
then drink hot honey lemon~chat n chat~
sry to say i after work not really got topic~lol
is a bit sejuk feel~lol
10.30plus i pun mau home n rest~
so around one hour plus yum cha~
ok la...his look still blh tahan la...just wont is i like tat type lol
i dn like too lao shi de...too zai pun cant~
if normal be frens ok de~i can say wo bu pei ni~hopefully no next time lo~

27July~
TT
roadshow again~
very san fu~
emo~
coolddddd...~
really whole body pain~
wat wrong with me~TT
very hard to pass today~
sales ar~~TT
leng lui jio dinner togehter~
last day jor~
eat with her at food court~
tomoro happy day~
haha

28July
Lovely day~
sweet day~
happy~~xiang put photo to show~
but lazy put cable~
morning we jogging la sweet breakfast ar~
then go branded fair~
after that yum cha~then we eat sushi ~Rm2 only zheng ~then pasar ramadan cheras mahkota n prima saujana~then my house~eat n eat!~
my sweet offday n happy day^^
yeah~the feeling so good~from sunrise to sunset~lovely day~
sweet to have u all~^^muacksss
recenlty x hugs hugs~~but really sweet mood~
happy

29July
go home dad ask me drink soup~
he cook for me~
yer....the taste i dn like~
but i finish it~
thx daddy~~

30July
work with blue sky n heart blue aso....
lol
many work xia but ok la~~just tired~~

31July2013

today edi last day~end of july~
should i happy?
welcome august?
Today go car wash n pasar ramadan~happy day~
sweet
~
thx~~
really~enjoy n happy day~
muacksss...