6-2-2012

元宵节了～
一转眼哟又到了新年的尾声了～时间过得很快～是真的！
让我来不及接受，一切一切～～
我反应比较迟钝的，如果太快我怎么适应呢？以前的我很爱撑强～硬撑后发现不行还是会让他完成～现在，怎么那么脆糯～～是心态变了吗？还是没有了意志力～
我以前就算发烧还一个有一个顾客没有停！放工前中国婆说你很厉害～现在？不行了～铭感～痒！已经很难受，作痛～要回家了～～也许真的一年不如一年～要搏乘年轻～～这句名句一点也没错～
说到中国婆，他也很可怜的～竟然中蚊症～～怀孕叻～～明天想去医院看下他～～好人难做阿～～明明像不要做了，可是想到他们不够人手～想到又不忍心～毕竟换名字后，我一手带上～灌输顾客新产品～～说换工是有点不舍得拉｀～当初会回去还不是想到做生不如做熟～～
有感情？不燃了～～我不是最好的美容师但我的责任感是有的～我不甘愿打扫～但是还是要做～美容院十个顾客休息享受的地方～不干净灰尘绝对有影响～～
这因为如此，我才会做到h$#@!～
认真想想～我是否该转行了～医生说我越来越瘦是不是做工～我觉得是～是的话就尝试换工也许有不一样的天空～

刚刚无聊，几乎每篇部落去看了～在丽亲的部落找回了许多回忆～看了看电脑的照片，聊着天看着信息～一瞬间有种回到中五的感觉～～有点感触～!!!多希望一切还在，还是天真无邪一群无忧无虑的孩子～现在虽然不至于要养家但至少要为自己生活规划打算～～
多多少少会有压力～这就是人生啦～没有人天生好命～嫁给有钱人也要熬～看脸色～我宁可靠自己～可是现在的我总觉得少了什么～说不出～动力？毅力？体力？。全部都没有阿～

柔弱女子～？很多人说第一眼看我的感觉？拜托～我不想的～～我喜欢天蝎座和人的第六感，神秘感，内柔外刚～有种大女人的感觉，带点抓摸不定！！
这是今年的目标吧？

oh my god,我要打的部落完全走题嘛 ～我是说我的元宵新年现在把他变成发泄心底的地方了～～
zzz...off9 lo~~0000 le~~

31st January 2012

Last day of january le~~
dunno y last night still can very enjoy but tis morning de feel like suck!!!~
recently easy to moody?i think so...
wake up early,but don wan go prepare~~
9.30am only go shower,eat...
自己拿来的～
conclusion=late~~
i edi get used of it,but if 100km per hours can reach within 15min~~
but bluring listen dao my love...soft le...90km-80km-60km~~30min reach my working place~~
tired~~
today,totally is no feeling wan work~~
Holiday mood~~but still ok la~plan finish cleaning then rest~~
but no really wan to talk with ppl~~sorry if i dint talk n no reaction~~TT
I not sengaja,just don wan talk n lazy smile~~

customer-12.30~2.00~
uncle lot"feng sui sifu"come~~
i ask jodoh~lolz...sifu ask me married~~xD
no bf yet...lolz...must always stand my salon another side~tat one good for goats?haha~~~
then i got customer so dint ask dao~~

helen wan back 3oclock~
4plus~~one customer~~
then 5.30 done~
prepare,closing,check stock~~
madam wan go dinner with uncle loy them~
ask me finish can go back~~but..................
at last i back 7.00,coz stock xngam~~
sien liao~~boh mood~~when close door dunno y like wan cry~
phone ring~~i take my phone but 1st words i say is wan kee ar?
SWT~~
tat one is Yumi~~
then i tell her i work dao hai then she ask me don wan~~I should seriously think about it?when i should resign~~


Westlife - My Love (With Lyrics)

My dear belove darling sweet heart smart leng leng sweetie ikki jane tan wan kee 飞了

今天，一早就醒了～不希望这天来得那么快～
昨天还欢欢乐乐和大家聚在一起～今天就要面对分离了～
而我早已做好准备要以微笑来送她机～至少她不会那么悲～还有他姐姐陪伴～真希望我也可以陪着她飞，那么他的不舍就可以减低了～我9点出门，去sue vy house~wait kit sing ~sue go wash photo but the shop dint open yet~then mas highway to putrajaya n KLIA,then pass by sepang circuit n reach LCCT~一路顺畅～还有一下下有踩到120~
safety reach LCCT~IKKI check-in ing at 42 n waiting ~
After saw her we go old town eat n eat^^LAST LUNCH with her~TT
分离就是这种感觉～心秋在一起可是说不出到底是怎么样～
恨不得时间可以停留在我们一起苦恼一起欢笑一起打闹的日子～那时的我们是如此的亲密如此的欢乐～
少了一个就不完整了～
还好，2年很快过的～
希望他回来时我们的关系不会生疏～有时候很矛盾的，希望他成功去又自私不舍得放他走～最后还是看着他上飞机迈向她的梦想～
当我抱着她时，超不想放手的～因为彼此已经要哭了～她的心情，我想我大概能了解尤其是她的父母会更加不舍～但她母亲真的很能忍～开心的送走了两个女儿～
我也庆幸我没有哭得泪流满面～至少她印象中是完美的～我们的杰升最后也忍不住掉泪了～男儿的眼泪，可是很珍贵的～全都献给了琪琪～
After tat,yum cha with keele yp at kuchai lama-lunch~
Go Jin yc house play la mee...after tat back home i edi crazy crazy crazy~~TT
Hopefully my tear stop here n wont bring it til tomoro~~
Wish our Ikki jane tan wan kee always happy n successful~~soon she will reach melbourne~~take care,my dear~~I will always miss u^^

Tired~~

today....she r fired!!! madam don wan her le,start from tomoro only me n helen le....
TIRED~~~early morning edi got appointment,sien!!!
one more week going to go....really fall down le,down...no mood~~dunno y recently always moody....mood ar mood.....how come my mood n my heart so easy to broke?

suddenly miss yumi...I dint answer dao her call,her birthday leh~~TT
haiz....coz of working i lost many things....but dint get much money aso~~TT

5 Jan 2012

Morning edi got full body massage customer~~
my turn??have to la!!!
after full body,chat with madam la,madam say lee ling-her eldest daughter full month~~tis sat at mantin~~sorry,i not able to join on that day~~
then we say about new staff-yumi?i dunno how to spell her name,but big diffrent with my yumi la~~haha

then no customer i let her train half n hours...
ok la,got improve le...soon will be ok de^^

then call lee sun,coz stock Xngam...
then Miss yumi call again!@!@hurt~~
at last I call back~~her sister answer~~

then we chat a while...few second then edi fifty sen...she ask me to cut line n call back...she say expensive wor...dunno la...

after work,go han yee house's to dye hair...i wan see the curl wan,then she help me to cut~~short~TT
i feel short la^^
then colour out like natural~~feel no really light ....a bit yellow-gold....slice brown...dunno how to explain~coz after colour then put moussse for curl....tomoro only see how...

tired but happY~
coz can contact with yumi n finally done my colour~~

4-1-2012

今天～做了个连超黑的印度人
没有笑容哦～然后～做了两个小时半！～
我做到手都抖了！因为她要很大力！而且～她做coupon only $4.4-my com~~
shit!!
is too tired for me~~hand shake~~then continue for 2nd customer full body massage~~non stop~~
1st customer hydrobath,lymphatic,full body massage then body exerciser~b4 body exerciaser edi my 2nd full body massage customer reach~~rush dao~~but she dint help anythings~~just tell me the customer reach n while i at massage room~~it really>?dunno how to say her~~b4 that edi say if i doing msg don distrub!!!
but she open the door n say customer here,quite big her voice really will distrub dao customer rest~~then i edi rush sure show face lo~~it....

i dunno how to say about her~~she n my beloved yumi totally BIG different~~but same name~~ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..........just see how many days she can tahan???b4 going back home,i ask her chg cloth n do the massage on her~~tomoro see how ~~hope she can memorize then fast start help lo~~~
tired~full body pain~~headache~~night?maybe i have to train myself sleep early for tis month~~nonstop work without off9??ghost....not god~~haha~~

我的动力在哪里？但愿明天有风～那我自然会有动力＋活力～最近超喜欢吹风的…………helen husband say if i angry then go outside 吹风??haha~~
quite good idea??coz can cold down everythings?~~

3-1-2012

wa....san fu aa~
morning>>天啊,head很痛下..睡不醒咯~~昨天有人来见工,不懂今天会不会有新人...期待有人来分担咯...
but after tat only regret wat i say~~
she join us today but i dint see any difference~~
we teach the steps then got customer~~
i do customer time she learning~~
Lw come then train her massage~~
my shoulder aa~~my neck....
now only one words can explain@!!pain!!
coz all pregnant then i lie down let her practice!~~
no experiiance de~~
20 years old?
then from 2.45 train til 6 oclock~~
my skin edi heat~i feel hot~~now my skin like burn~~
pain dao~~i know she wan to learn~i aso hope she learn faster n can help us~~
i think maybe new la~~
k...
then i miss it again~~yumi call from australia~~2nd time le~~yesterday n today~~
hurt n hurt~~TT我已经受不起任何打击了,又miss 了~伤心阿~~
我的颈真的很痛啦!!她不是不好只是真的很~~痛苦啊...明天还有一个做coupon的~~~

tomoro de coupon?$88 for two n half hours>??
my luck?my turn~?only i can do it~~TT

fact~fate~~wat i wan to say is FXXX?!?lolz


突然很想吹风～风能平静我的思绪～～如果明天有风吹应该又会是好天吧？smile^^